My head hurts.
I expected this.
But never made myself ponder over.
All these while I was just in nothingness.
Nowadays can't judge whether I am happy or not.
I never question myself about my emotions.
It has become of utmost unimportance.
So long as I live my life.
I have honestly degraded.
To a point I don't give a damn to my emotions.
So I will live in my nothingness.
And in non-existence.

So I've finally fallen sick.
On a weekend so to speak.
It annoys me so.
All these while holding up.
Never falling sick.
Because no matter how I can't.
For there is always work for me.
A reason for me to not avoid work.
But it's a holiday tomorrow.
And I'm sick.
Waste of sickness, damnit.
I feel like taking an MC on Tuesday too.

I couldn't answer the question posed.
Never once thought of turning back.
Maybe being the stubborn ass that I am.
I've learnt to never look back.

With the words she type.
She lives another life.
Yet with the words she type.
She also lives a lie.

Copyright Lephisto.
(Copy it and you die)

Random:
I really love my alter ego.
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