It just suddenly dawned on me.
Maybe the realization hit me.
Or reason slapped me in the face.

It all came to me in a moment.
Sitting there on my bed.
Feeling the feelings churning.
(in the pits of my stomach, nausea maybe)
How similar all these sounded.

Oh hey! so it all did happened before.
Way back in the lonely months overseas.
And look what it turned out to be.
Regret and disgust of myself.

So before I make a fool out of myself.
I'd better keep myself in check.
Besides, it may sound the same.
But the situation is oh so different.
(or should i say the gender?) I'm feeling so swell lately.
Never knew one can get foot infection.
From a new shoe to boot.
Thank goodness the worst has passed.
Worst meaning the cold shivers and fever.

Best thing from it? Seeing Mr Doctor. ;)
Can't help that he has such a cute eye smile.

Today went to pick out a ring for myself.
Everyone now has a memento of my maternal grandma.
It's funny how only my family chose yellow gold.
While the rest chose white gold. Cute right?
(i chose it for the future investment value haha!)
Thank you grandma.

the more i learn, the more i love.
the more my heart can't get enough I'm not sure what to make of it.
But it brings a small bout of happiness.
After the sadness this whole week.
And I suspect some issues coming up soon.
So thank you for putting a smile on my face! Family ties.
It either makes or breaks.

This week it has always been that.
I thought this brings everyone closer.
But maybe I said it too soon.

Still glad that my family pulled through.
And that I resolved things with my sister.

Grandma brought us all together.
I'll always remember the dinners on weekends. Today was the last time.
That I was able to call grandma.

Today is a week after Mother's Day.
My maternal grandma passed away.
I believe she is in a better place now.
And she is finally with my maternal grandpa. All it takes is salmon sashimi.
Now sated and happy!
(but also probably some other..) This week has been a bad week.
Unconsciously feeling lousy.
Is there such a thing?
Just when I thought up a plan.
To have a breather alone.
The plan keeps getting foiled.
Why is it so hard to say no to you?
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