Shattered.
on Wednesday, November 30, 2011 at 11:05 PM
by lephisto
Last day of November.
And a lousy day already.
Morning still in a sweet mood.
Smiling in thoughts of yesterday.
(of which I refer to the MAMA event)
Come lunch time I crashed down low.
Probably a new record low.
No thanks to my clumsiness.
Causing a breakage worth $1289.
It caused my appetite for lunch to die.
Thankful for a strong front.
It was the calm before the storm.
Another damage worth god knows how much.
Luckily not in my hands this time.
But still, I feel it amounts to me.
So storm raging within already.
It feels worse when everyone is so nice.
Perfectionist not so perfect after all.
Flawed, flawed, flawed.
Fuck my life. $1289.