Finally for once I am awake and free!
Oh the perks of this new job! ha ha!
Though yesterday I crashed and burned.
Due to working non-stop from last week Wednesday.
Plus yesterday was my first day at IFF.
I had to upload a lot of info into my brain drive.
And being so highly strung on my first day.
It was no doubt I was so exhausted after the end.

At least today it was slightly better.
This morning feel totally sad and guilty.
Didn't know my daddy was waiting for me.
In the end had to tell him to go ahead first.
Okay tomorrow onwards shall wake earlier!
Then today's work was one mistake after another.
Despite that I was being hard on myself,
Being a creative assistant (cool job name eh?)
Compounding flavours has to be really meticulous.
So was utterly upset over my screwed up moments.

Being bored while commuting to work leads to this.
(or maybe it could be something else)

Though it may be crowded,
And even if my eyesight is blurry,
I can still tell it is you.
Despite how much has passed between us,
You still remain unchanged; untouched by time.
Or is that how I remember of you?
So much so that I refuse to look past the changes.

Sometimes I wonder what happens if our eyes met.
Would you have acknowledged that I was there?
Or would you have taken me as non-existent?

So I wander around clueless; searching for an answer.
But as I search, I delve back into the past.
I thought I was strong.
I thought I was over it.
But I was wrong.
As I had been all this time.
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