One look at both my toenails and fingernails and you would know.
That inside me, there exist contradicting personalities.
From the sweet peach pink colour on my toenails,
To the dark midnight purple colour on my fingernails.
(well screw it!)

I've always admired actors and actresses.
And somehow deep inside I desire to actually be one.
Because with every role you take, you get to be someone else.
Someone new; Someone different.
Be it good or be it bad.
Also you legally get to do the wickedest things. (heh good excuse!)
And knowing myself, I gain interests just as easily as it wanes.
Maybe that occupation it's easy to be in and out of character.
Wouldn't that be amazing?
Then again I think it would leave me in a sad state too.
To have lost myself in the midst of all the characters.

Still, a lot of things comes to mind lately.
Mostly of the future which I'm so unsure of.
How I have yet to settled down and get a stable job.
And how I lately begun to hate myself.
Because it seems that I'm leading someone on.
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