Tuesday, February 28, 2006
finally the end of the freaking CA's.such bore.
these few days have been listening to some probs.
problems of my HL partner's.one thing i know of.
i'm lucky i am fierce! XD ok.lameo reason but heck.
she's bogged down with that bitchy stuff again.
sometimes i wish i could get back for her.lol.
yes i know.i'm mean.i kinda did that today.on purpose.
but of course it seemed like rather innocent.XD
my poor poor HL partner unable to even study for SS.
cause she was bogged down by someone's calls.-.-
i felt like scolding that shi*ter.but better not.
knowing i am just a volcano waiting to erupt nia.
i always waiting for that chance to scold that b*tch.
oops i did it again -.-haiis.my bad my bad.
anyone willing to sponsor me to anger management class?!
don't mess with an angry levina -.-
Friday, February 24, 2006
today got kinda excited talking about australia.
parents and sister were talking about going back.
it was only a maybe or just 50-50 chance or less.
i agreed immediately without hesitating.but then..
come to think of it.do i really want to go back there?
all the times i took so long to recover after it all.
all the hidden tears and bouts of depression.do i?
all the friends i've made here.all my family members.
but then again my old best friend(and still is) there.
all the past memories of toowoomba is fading fast.
but i still desperately want to hold on to them.
but now these present memories i have with me..
where would i choose to head to?sighh.miss them.
i miss australia so much.haiis.saddened yet again..
Monday, February 20, 2006
I'm getting more addicted to fallout boy.XD
Their song Dance Dance.damn good.
Can't help it.I love these type of alt.rock.=)
Today i still continue being the puzzled idiot.
I don't understand the situation anymore.
It changed drastically here and there.>.>
Don't know where it goes from here on.
During chinese lesson was total chaos.
Don't try asking why.it just is for me.>.>
My kitty is being 'stolen' T_T boohoos.
Oh heck.i'll get another one another time.XD
But i doubt i would remember to buy.heh.
Waiting for naruto ep 164 and 165 to finish dl.
Then can watch.Hoping its more neji! <3
'kays no more crapping shit to update.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Today went to AMK mrt station for flag day.
reached quite early then queued up for it.
me and huimin each had a donation can in hand.
we wanted to go with hongwei and weipin ders.
but oh heck me and huimin went to novena 1st.
but we saw a few fellows there already before us.
then also me and huimin so shy.dont dare approach.
then we took a bus to far east plaza but nothing.
so we walked the whole of orchard road with cans.
but kinda good lahs.in the end we did get some money.
then after the whole thing went straight home.
rushed and ran home just to watch fullmetal alchemist.
XD then around 6 something 7 plus went geylang.
excuse me.no pervert thoughts hors.
went there the no signboard seafood for dinner.
practically everyone went there and we ate loads.
love the pepper crabs and the oats prawns.XD
eat till full since i never eat my lunch.
then also today went to cineleisure to see cosplay.
and some artworks but couldnt find some friends on DA.
XDD i think i saw someone manning the booth ders.
but dunno whether its him or not.lols.then so cool sia.
some girls dress up as catgirl..one wearing kimono.
so pretty but sad i couldnt stay for long.aiseh stop here.
Friday, February 17, 2006
Today at 5 plus met with my cousin at tm.
ate at pizza hut.both of us ate spaggetti ^^
but she in the end paid for it.LOL
But i paid for our taxi fare to causeway point.
Then meet up with adeline there to watch movie.
We watched 'I not stupid too' and i cried loads -.-
And adeline laughed because i cried the most -_-
XD cant help.i am amused easily and i cry easily.
Only thing is no one sees me cry so easily..
..only in sad shows and all XD curse my tear ducts!
after the crying and ending of the movie,
We went to mos burger to drink ice milk tea <3
Then took bus home lers.love da show and shaun XD
Friday, February 10, 2006
today after i came home from school,
went and visit my grandma around 4pm.
mum brought porridge and veggies.
and we both fed her and had a fun time.XD
my grandma so ke ai.smiled when she ate.
but soon grew fierce and loud after eating.
i fed her some watermelons and walked her.
but pretty soon she was tired and worn out.
since she was celebrating CNY earlier on.
then me and mum tucked her into bed and left.
and she was sleeping so soundly.
this was the first time i was so close to grandma.
kinda wished i was closer before this happened.
i miss my grandma.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
today felt wayy better since ages.
laughed quite alot with my HL partner.
laughed crazily over crazy stuffs.hahas.
the usual jokes and crazy ideas in mind.
oh heck its ages since we laughed this much!
have been drawing a lot in class these days.
lol.thinking of doing a valentine's pic -.-
to post it in my deviantart account mahs.
actually finished the drawing for it lers.
but it was on a foolscap paper.those lines ><
so maybe see got time then draw again..
*dies of homework load*
attention:bury me but not with homework pls.
XD RIP levina tay.15.died of homework.
she doesnt need to hand in now that she's dead.
XDDD kill mehh now..
Monday, February 06, 2006
haiis.i think all i can do is cry.
somehow i want to reverse what i did.
but i dont know if i could right now.
i dont know if i made the right choice or not.
haiis.curse my weak tear ducts again.
i'm really confused.cant do anything anymore.
seeing someone in chinese lesson.and last period.
wasnt sitting behind me anymore.haiis.
suddenly chinese lessons became a bore.
everything's in black and white.no colour.
afterschool had no appetite to eat anything.
went home.waited till no one then broke down.
i always seem to hurt the people around me.
thats all i am capable of.hurting people.
one last thing: i regret cause i know i miss you.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
somehow i dont wanna say goodbye to you.
haiis.can i not let go of you?dont say goodbye?
but what if i know i dont want to but i need to?
i cant really continue.i'm distracted.
i cant even concentrate doing homework.
to say i really want it to end, i would be lying.
i say i wont miss you but i am lying again.
because i seriously do now.was i wrong?
i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere.
dont know which path to take.afraid i'm wrong.
painstakingly chose the path i didnt like.
can i still be able to talk to you normally?
because i still wanna see that smile of yours.
i want to be able to laugh and tease you.
but maybe i am not allowed to anymore..
Thursday, February 02, 2006
sometimes i really wonder what are they thinking.
is it what they always want only or what?
seriously i think that way.after 2 times already.
3rd time i am already wondering if its right.
however i think its going this is just too much.
afterthat i'm just gonna have to fucking get on.
call me prude or whatever shit you can think of.
i dont even give a fucking damn for your thoughts.
maybe its a misunderstanding?i dont think so.
yes.i'm short tempered and fucking ugly.i dont care.
what matters most is the thing under one's ribcage.
if you dont know what that means, thats just too bad.
i'm gonna live my life the way i want it to be.
and i dont need no guy to control my life for me.
like it or not.its your problem.not mine.
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