Today I gave myself another bruise on my body!

(not something i should be proud of but then..)
I totally didn't see the slippery mopped floor.
So of course no doubt I ended up on the floor.
Thank goodness landed on my legs or else...
Still, it was utter embarrassment for me man.
Alas, I should claim the Queen of Clumsiness title.
Anyway lately I should snap myself out of it.
It is so bad that I should go commit myself in..
..into a nunnery..well you get my drift?

I am glad I am somehow alive after yesterday.
Was initially so hyper and happy for cycling.
Went Lorelle's house to make breakfast with her.
Met Lynnette and Yvonne to go ECP for cycling.
About an hour plus into teaching Yvonne,
I had sudden stomach discomfort out of no where.
Thought it was due to drinking too much fluids
And hoped it would go off really quickly
But it got worse and I was feeling like ****.
This had to be the worst cramps I got in my life.
Had to slowly make my way to a shelter for rest.
And sit there clutching a towel for pain relief.
With closed eyes because the sun was "suddenly" bright.
Pity Yvonne gave up learning after 2 hours.
End up leaving for Marine Parade with L-ders.
Thank goodness for the immediate pain reliever.
Which came in the form of a menstrual tablet. ha ha!
(yvonne saved my life here with just that! ha ha!)
So thankfully I could stomach lunch after that.
And was in a much better form to go round 2 cycling.
But sadly the weather was bad so it rained continuously.
The other 2 L-ders didn't like the rain at all.
I liked it oddly. It was a new experience of cycling! ha ha!
But other than weather, there were too many people!
Some annoying pests blocked the cycling track.
Anyway, there were really kind people that day.
Giving us tissues to wipe up after a "freak accident".
(the other 2 L-ders crashed into each other)
Alright not really in the mood to say much more.
Since now my home is emptier without Mummy here.
Hyping my mood up myself watching hunky males. ha ha!
Oh yeah~

Hmm shan't lament on how badly I did for quiz today.
Besides, the "highlight of the day" is making breads!
And we got to do it in the culinary kitchen! :D
(haha us 'L-ders' reaction to it was funny..)
Despite not seeing handsome chefs cooking seriously,
Making breads and cinnamon rolls sure made up for it.
Never have I made bread in 19 years of my life.
So yes, you can imagine how deliriously happy I was.
Plus after seeing Chef Gary in action today,
It sure gave me new found respect for all chefs.
Even though all he did was "massage" the dough.
Despite scrubbing like nuts to clean the baking tins,
It was worth it looking at the bread we brought home. :)
But today's icing atop the cake was Lorelle's BD! ha ha!
Dressed in usual "tighty whities". How typical!
(she thinks i am describing his underwear..ha ha!)
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you know he's the one when he's your sole reason for living

I wrote another.
But I'm sorry I laughed at this.
Even sorrier I imagined it out.
Kudos to those who get it.

It does not matter anymore
Whether your heart
Is there or not
Since it lies in my hands
In my grasp
Now you belong to me
Solely mine
I told you this before
It does not matter anymore

Levina.
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Edit:

Shit. I think I will die due to my curiosity.
Curiosity killed the cat.
But I couldn't help it. I was really curious.
Just so you know, food did me in.

Yes, yes, I know I am not supposed to be here.
I'm supposed to be having great fun with school work.
Well heck, I'm bimbotic.
It's shitty wondering what the hell am I doing with my life.
And feeling like a total bimbo with my lot of friends.
Especially when they take just so little to understand.
While I take a million years just to process one part of it.
Lately my patience is running on thin ice.
But shall keep holding it on! (or should i say in?)
I am feeling so...blank, lost, faraway, drowned.
And alone is another one.
Cause today everyone talked about things I don't know.
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what happens if i just decided to let go?

Sudden inspiration after that movie.
Been ages since I wrote anything.
Well well, this one is awfully dark though.
On the other hand my blog song...ha ha!
But it just brought back a rush of nostalgia.
Where 2 strangers celebrated my birthday with me.
While my parents were busy playing in the casino.
This song was "dedicated" to me. :)
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This time round
You will not win
Broken I am not
Shattered no more

Stronger I have become
For it was you
Who broke me
And made me this way

Back with a vengeance
Watch out
For I shall break you
Just like the last time
What you did to me

I am not who I was before
So pray now if you can
We will see if I have
Any ounce of mercy left

Copyright Lephisto (aka Levina)

Today after an hour or less spent in the lab.
4 of us (Chin Ying, Lorelle, Lynnette and I),
We headed down to Orchard Cineleisure.
And once again had Suki Sushi buffet for lunch.
But before that we bought tickets to <Paranormal Activity>.
I can't believe I agreed to watch it.
Especially when my guts are practically non-existent.
Waited more than 20 minutes for Suki Sushi buffet.
But it was worth the wait eating all the sushi!
Anyway at 3:30pm headed in for the show.
And surprise surprise it was a full house man!
Initially was regretting the moment I sat down.
Was putting my fingers in my ears when it started.
But soon forgot about it due to some funny parts.
And then I was laughing at it instead.
(okay save for the ending which I screamed..)
Besides Lorelle who quelled my fear by laughing,
The other movie goers did me in with laughter too.
Like some guys who were really creeped out.
And the others who were obviously faking it. ha ha!
Memorable horror movie I watched ever since...eons ago!

If there were really a gender switch,
I would like to switch with a guy for a month.
So the guy can suffer cramps for that month!
Then in the guy's body I'll go hit on all the girls.
And see how I fare as a guy.
But if I fare better as a guy than a girl..
I think I can go bang a wall or something.
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Random facts
- There was some truth to cramps hurting
(especially after you took in lots of cold drinks)
- I'm like a girl version of some horny guy
(i get high over well built men with either nice eyes or smiles)

Today seems kinda unlucky for me or something.
First was getting lost in Singapore. haha!
(but that's cause i'm a direction idiot anyway =_=)
Secondly was how clumsy I was for the whole of today.
From dropping my bubble tea to my sushi. gosh!
(i wasted $1.90 of bubble tea to the floor geez)
Lastly was getting stared at by some perv old man.
Plus yesterday I lost my black white checkered bear.
I was so paranoid about it. I think I still am.
Just imagining how lonely it is lost without me..
Alright, better go off before I go insane..
More pictures for laughs.

I just thought I needed some laughters.
So I shall only spam pictures here for now.

I feel like bailing out Malaysia trip.
And go Korea with my Aunt.
Next following months I'll be so lonely.
Mum going Australia.
Parents going Hokkaido again.
Parents going Taiwan.
And where am I?
Stuck in Singapore.
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I hate it when I always have to find out this way.
Reason why I dread this semester so much.
I thought things were going fine and all.
(guess it's just me who feels this way)