Today went down to Far East Plaza and Bugis Street.
And its so funny how Chin Ying and I wore purple.
But we didn't even plan it so it was pure coincidence.
It really has been ages since I went shopping really.
So it sure felt nice to have some therapy with shopping.
I realised I am such a secret shopaholic. ha ha!
Cause I kept getting distracted with all the nice clothes.
And I have this mad urge to buy lots of clothes man.
(to think i always said i won't be like my sister. ha ha!)
But seriously going broke anytime soon. darn.
So much for wanting to splurge on clothes x_x.

When it comes to crack no one beats these boys.
Jo Kwon's insanity is really...madness. ha ha! I just came home smelling of BBQ foods and smoke.
But alas glad to see everyone of them today.
(despite them still bullying me as usual)
And they sadly are growing up really fast.
3 of my younger cousins are already taller than me.
1 more on her way to overshooting me.
(i swear they are taking some growth hormones!)
Plus having 3 young nieces makes me feel old.
Feeling suddenly like some old short fart. ha ha!
Anyway, I really don't get some sexual innuendos.
Especially relating sausages with the male anatomy.
Kept feeling grossed out despite loving the taste of sausages.
Because they kept referring them to my male cousins.
Oh swell. But it sure was a nostalgic time. Alas exams are finally over.
(save for supplementary paper i think i'll take)
Too lazy to type much of yesterday's events.
Went to Lido Shaw House to watch Up.
After lots of laughing (and crying) went to ION.
Tried looking for the croissant my mum bought the last time.
But to no avail. The place was so a-maze-ing really~
Anyway walked down all the way back to Dhoby Ghaut.
Not enough time on our hands so had to end the day.
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really trying my best not to let it get to me
so much worry contained inside of me
i really can't help these thoughts
and it is not helping when people keep fucking trying to change me
i am really not some pet toy of yours
so stop trying to fit me into that mold of yours
there are just times where i want to be who i am
so i don't really give a damn if you like it or not
Currently not in the best of moods.
Being a nosey parker was not a good idea.
And finding it out myself isn't very great either.
Patience is clearly not one of my forte.
But alas! I won't let this get to me. I hope.
Adding on to a not-so-great mood is studying.
Cramming so many chapters in a mere one day.
Maybe I should make myself as a case scenario.
To make things more interesting to read. ha ha!
Okay it sounded lame I know.
Can't wait for swimming on Thursday!
(but not looking forward in wearing a swimsuit) ha ha!
Can't wait for family BBQ on Saturday!
(looking doubly forward to more swimming!)
Can't wait for HOLIDAYS!

--hold on--
Tomorrow still got the last paper.
NLS
*Burst of bubble*
(heh. i know i am a killjoy) Aye as you can see from the change of blog skin.
I am back to the classic dead colour - black.
This is after the multiple complaints from Mama Heng.
Due to her poor eyesight she can't see my font very well.

Anyway 2 papers down! 1 more to go!
First paper totally sucked big time, seriously.
I mean all the questions were just..stunning.
(and i don't mean that in a good way either)
Oh well, damage is already done.
Today's paper at least cheered me up a little.
(though my hands shook upon the start of it...)

I feel so giggly for the whole of today.
Think its the working of the coffee this morning.
Or...Auntie 下药! ha ha just kidding~ Its only 12 days since I had blogger's block.
(got writer's block so blogger's block?)
Nothing very significant happened to write about.
After this post shall go on hiatus until holidays starts.
Today only realised my CSAS3 book was missing
After teacher just said we might need it in future.
So anyone spotted a random nameless CSAS3 book today,
(especially namely near the steamed buns area in flavours)
Please find Levina from AFSN Year 2. ha ha!
I think my actions are pretty obvious. dang.

Saw this girl silently crying on the bus.
there are times of feeling like this now.

You promised me forever
But forever couldn't last

















The house is creepily silent and it's freaking me out.
And I learnt it makes things worse to laugh by myself.
Anyway even though it is pretty lonely now,
But I am so happy my parents' wish came true!
(which was to make their way to Japan)
And it is funny to know how excited Daddy was this morning.
(even though he was obviously reluctant to say that)
Sent them off and the next few minutes I was sad already.
But thinking about the scene of my parents in the lift.
Where I watched as my Mum planted a kiss on Daddy's cheek.
For granting her wish to go to Japan after so long.
And for a moment I felt like I had left my body.
Watching not from the eyes of a daughter but an outsider.
Could just totally see the love between them.
Haha I so love my parents.
Saw them worry about me and my mood recently. X_x
Shouldn't have to make them worry. sigh~
My family is my #1! :)

Forget that i said anything.
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