I know I am supposed to stay away from the Internet.
But due to important information on FPQA sent by email,
Of course I have no choice but to come online to check it.
And since I have to mention the exciting event of yesterday.
I HAVE GOT FT ISLAND SHOWCASE TICKETS!
Such paranoia yesterday trying to get myself to IMM.
Alas, by the time I reach there the queue wasn't that long.
But only after then did the queue exceed my expectations.
And weirdly enough, I was surprised at the types of fangirls.
Many were different fangirls of other idols, like Bi, DBSK and all.
I'd even spotted one obvious Yunho fangirl just 1 fangirl away.
Funny thing about this event was the passerbys and onlookers.
They keep asking us what the queue was for.
Some thought was for the drama " The Little Nonya".
(cue the dramatic rolling of eyes for me. i hate that show.)
One thought it was for Singapore Idol! Oh the hilarity!
Kind of embarrassing trying to explain to them what it was for.
Anyway, after getting my hands on the showcase ticket.
You'd have expected me to go fangirl crazy right?
Wrong. I was feeling oddly calm as compared to Lorelle. ha ha!
Apparently, she has finally gone crazy over the leader. ^^;
Left for home right after on a 2 hour long bus ride. my poor butt.
Righty! 27 more days till I can listen to that boy live! I'm starting to wonder if anything is wrong with me.
3 days of feeling ill throughout the whole time. =/
And term tests are in just another 2 more days time.
It probably isn't doing my body any better with all that.
Oh well, on a happier side of things starts tomorrow!
Only that's if I can get my hands on the showcase tickets.
And also if it comes with a limited poster of FT Island!
But sadly I don't think I can put it up in my room.
Since I'm currently doing things on the sly. eh hehe.
Anyway countdown: 29 more days!
Okay, should get back to studying mode. The title indeed suits this post for today.
Today FI technical report made me pull at my hair.
(yes that is how bad the situation is for me)
Anyway the main topic today was the dinner I had.
Went to Bedok with my relatives from Malaysia.
We ordered a lavish dinner which had 6 huge crabs.
3 for chilli crab dish and 4 for black pepper crab dish.
I think I ate till I could practically foam at the mouth.
Now mention crabs to me and I think I will shudder.
I just ate my quota of crabs for the year today.
We all were so stuffed we took a stroll in airport T3. ha ha!
Alright can't say more. back to finishing my shitty report. WARNING: DISTURBING CONTENT AHEAD

DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE..feeling prudish?

Today I have a lot of information for me to sink in.
Firstly was a little disappointing news for our class.
Not sure what I feel now. A little guilt plus sad?
Due to the previous times of lambasting her all the time.
And now to think she really is going to take a break.
It has afterall been a year since we all know her.
Anyway, interesting things about today was definitely NLS.
Since currently we are on the topic of Pregnancy & Lactation.
But I really shouldn't say it was interesting today.
Because it only made me not want to get pregnant in future.
Plus looking at childbirth pictures yesterday was not a good thing.

1) she said childbirth is 100 times more painful than menstrual cramps.
2) the anesthesia for pain is injected into the spinal area
3) the women can have vaginal tears if the baby is too big..
4) the gynae sticks his hand in to check if the cervix is dilated..

There are more facts but if I name all I'll freak myself more.
Everybody go hug your mum today or something.
And guys please be nice to your wife in the future alright?
Oh yeah apparently the female eggs are freshest at age 20-25.
So I can start soon by next year. Just kidding! ha ha! Dinner may sound pathetic to some but then again.
4 slices of wholemeal bread used in my sandwiches.
One was ham, omelette with parsley and melted cheese.
(i just couldn't resist parsley really though it was expensive)
The other 2 slices was spread with Nutella. =)
And you know what? I'm gonna eat sandwich #1 tomorrow too!
Providing that I am able to wake up early to prepare it.
Recently time to me seems a little constraint.
And as usual my time management isn't that great.
Plus school is also the same, mentally draining.
Some happy news is: FT ISLAND might be coming in June!
(have the urge to skip class during that period of time)
I'm really wondering if I should start saving money now..
Great, I just lost my train of thought here; shan't continue.
today must confirm if this person is for real..i'll faint if it is.. it just took seconds to say goodbye
to walk away and out from your life
compared to the months we spent
the weeks and days we shared
and all that love we once had
ain't it so easy afterall?
to intrude in my life
then leave once and for all
i missed you for that split second
but now not once anymore

copyright lephisto.
copy and i'll skin you..alive =D if i gave you a pair of shoes
would you run after me as i leave?
will you stop me and tell me not to go?
but now i wear that pair of shoes
you can't hold me back no more
for i have ran out of your grasp

Today unfortunately woke up late for FPQA lecture.
But hell, lets not even talk about that boorish topic.
Lunch today was such a pervertic and chokeful affair.
Lorelle sounds like a "innocent" child asking questions.
(but seriously the questions weren't innocent in any way...)
I wonder if any guy is willing to answer such questions.
Yesterday's horror experience gave me another reason.
(Reason: To marry a man who isn't afraid of insects)
Cause I encountered a bloody big cockroach in the toilet.
It took a lot of courage to not scream bloody hell.
(since the pest was just 2 cm on the right of my feet)
Thankfully I didn't unknowingly squish it with my feet.
Just the thought of it under my bare feet is squeamish.
But one thing I realised about myself: I'm a sadist.
It was satisfying watching the cockroach curl up and die =_=;
Alright enough of my insect paranoia.
Today i discovered Hongki clone's name! =D Today I shall have a positive outlook on life:
I have uncontrollable painful coughing fits. WOW!
It's so bad it gives me memory loss for my quiz. WOAH!
And I have to keep stopping halfway cause of it. WOW!
Plus due to it my sleeping cycle is screwed badly. NICE!
I have no clue what ApFS teacher is talking about. GREAT!
And there's so many stuff in just one topic. BEAUTIFUL!

A notch better about today is:
Eating lunch outside of school.
Getting that stupid no difference ez-link card.
(and now i need to keep topping up else i can't go home)

And now I shall look forward to tomorrow's CSAS quiz. WOW! I think I might just be falling sick soon.
But of course I'm hoping this doesn't happen.
Tried filling myself up with cooling herbal tea.
And gulping down tons of water like its free.
Anyway, my parents are giving me a preposition.
Which I'm finding it hard to refuse and reject.
Okay shan't say more I'm feeling tired out again.
Even though I didn't do anything much today.
Should be doing finish my homeworks too. =/
On a good note, my beef cravings has been satiated.
And a biased mood uplifter for myself below: =)
(i miss his old tiger teeth)
(but he's fine now so its a win-win situation XD)
Today the typical usual routine of a school day.
And finally we managed to get out of school for lunch!
I hope this ain't the last time we get to eat outside food.
Since our timetables for this year seems too packed.
I love discussing random topics with clique 6+1. =)
(yes yes chin yi is included here too)
Anyway, I MUST talk about today's highlight!
First time I hear Chin Ying ever sound perverse! ha ha!
It was the good cause and effect with help of "Auntie Lucy"!
Died laughing when Yan Fang gave some suggestions.
Which was to give Chin Ying posters of "Auntie Lucy".
One stuck on the ceiling above bed and in front of the bed.
(imagine waking up to the face of "Auntie Lucy" really..)
But I think I can consider one for myself too.
It sure puts a bigger smile on my face than a picture of Yunho.
(or should i say an amused smile at that?)
Then again, I've got plenty of crack pictures of DBSK.
So no worries about seeing a permanent black face from me.
Alright, shall end with my usual writings.
(i started a second book of collection of my amateur poems!)

each time you left
i tried so hard
to capture back
the love
that was once there
between us
now the only thing
left of us
are merely lies
so go now
i set you free
from this love
this suffocating love

copyright lephisto.
copy this w/o crediting and i'll slice you up.
(i'm thinking of new threats. lol) Please allow me to bitch a lot just for today?
First thing first I am relieved of FI tutorial assignment!
However, FPQA is still a heavy burden on me.
Even though I have great hardworking group mates.
But it still doesn't stop me feeling tired and moody.
At the start of this package our progress seemed alright.
But nearing the end and it feels so draining and tiring.
And my brain really couldn't function when it comes to it.
Sometimes I feel really stupid compared to my group mates.
They seem to know a lot from all the information they get.
But as for me it just doesn't seem to sink into my brain.
Then today after school was a horror trip on the bus.
Lethargic and blur, I randomly board a bus to meet my parents.
In the end just gave up altogether and went home instead.
But had to watch 3 buses of packed 27 pass me by.
So took the next bus 15 to Pasir Ris and change to 89.
And the limit to my patience ran out when 89 took so long.
But again too tired and groggy to bother anymore.
Recently after the small chat with Chin Ying about the future.
I feel a tinge better but my future still remains clouded.
I have an inkling I won't be continuing food science after this.
Then I wondered again where was the confident Levina?
Who was the one who chose to enter because of interest?
Now my interest in all this is fast sizzling away.
Then again it can only be me to blame for I know myself.
I gain interest quickly but lose interest just as quickly.
There there what shit am I mumbling here again?
When I have loads of homework piling behind me. While my parents are on vacation in Vietnam.
I have the taste of independence alone in Singapore.
Not like I haven't tasted much of it before anyway.
(since in aussie they did leave me to go casino before)
Anyway can't say more since I'm caught up in projects.
This year and semester seems pretty packed already.
With the start of so many projects coming through.
And all of it keeps getting me mixed up and worried.
(can't be blamed,i'm a natural born worrywart.)
On the other hand, to speak of the word "packed",
Taking buses to school these days is a chore!
It is always packed when it comes to my house bus stop!
Worst thing is first few weeks of school and I'm late already.
Where did the petition of making bus 15 a double deck go to?
But then again maybe it just makes sense for me to wake earlier..
Alright, to leave this post on a happier note,
Some fellow TVXQ fan just faved the poem i wrote on Jaejoong.
(haha the one i wrote and dedicated for mei yi)
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