Title above sounds pretty misleading really.
But it shows the frustration I have for FC.
(FC=Food Chemistry. but its part of a 4 letter vulgarity!)
Well that's what I'd tell everybody when I'm procrastinating.
Venting a little here before I head back to finish up more work.
I still left CSAS journal, reading up for BNF interview on Monday.
Oh wait don't forget BMic practical test next week to boot.
Right and how can I forget my bloody 20th century fashion?
And did I mention my exams are arriving in another like 3 weeks?
Man, somebody just shoot me will ya?!
But I shall leave a picture just for a small laugh.
(Lorelle,you'd better see this! bet it'll ruin your junpyo fantasy!)
(not especially when he's looking like an epic fail here ha ha! <3) Previous post I mentioned about remembering relatives.
And by trying to get their photos taken to know them?
Well this year was a definite success with pictures taken.
Of course I didn't use my dramatic method to do so.
But we got everyone to take individual family portraits.
Anyway, currently being a little anti-social in the room.
While everyone is just gambling their money away.
At times like this I always feel like the black sheep.
I just don't get why I don't have that excitement in me.
Today's reunion dinner was again steamboat no doubt.
(when i just had the same thing on the eve of CNY..blegh)
Guess new year has always been this way for me huh?
Well everyone, have a prosperous ox year this year! =) WARNING: MORBID DETAILS
LEAVE IF FEELING NAUSEOUS!

Remember my first time going for blood donation?
Only to get rejected cause I was under medication?
Well today this time I went for blood donation a second time.
Initially I passed all stages for the blood donation.
But only during donating was where it started to go wrong.
I watched as a needle was injected into my vein for numbness.
Then came the tube for transferring blood poking under my skin.
I watched without battling an eyelid. It was super cool!
Because it was practically moving under my skin.
Apparently my blood flowed out really fast and well.
Only later I suddenly felt dizzy and they had to lay me down.
The nurse said my vein suddenly constrict itself stopping blood flow.
So we couldn't continue the donation of blood for me.
But at least I was satisfied when they say they'd still use my blood.
So my arm was pressed with an ice pack to prevent swelling.
I looked at my arm with that blue black bruise forming.
But I didn't feel angry, instead more calm than anything. ha ha!
Maybe I liked the sight of my blood oozing out of my skin..
Besides they gave me a cute bandage to cover my arm!
Sadly it has now been disposed of due to movement constrictions.
(damn it i forgot to take a picture of me and my bandaged arm!)
Today I'd even signed up for blood marrow donation too!
At least I proved to my family today that Levina ain't afraid!
(since they teased me this morning saying i would faint)
They say once bitten,twice shy. But I think I'd still go back.
I feel proud that I went alone facing my fears. *sniffs*
Wow! New year with a purplish bruise! Matches my dress! ha ha!
Least I can freak my cousins out with my encounter of blood. he he! Gee getting all frustrated with the online Bmic assesment.
Stupidly refreshed the page while doing only to get logged out.
And now I can't take the Bmic online tutorial anymore.
(crap! and the last score from the first try was awful.)
Oh somebody just shoot me will ya? Me and my itchy hands.
I just prefer my tutorials the plain old traditional way can?
Chinese New Year is making its way over in 2 days time!
I'm looking forward for the fill up in my bank account. ha ha!
No I meant the food I'm looking forward to.Alright, my relatives!
For the past few years I have unsuccessfully failed in many attempts.
Attempts in trying to remember some of my distant relatives names.
Every year I always say that we should take "prisoner shots" of them.
With a placard with their name on it and who their parents are.
Sigh sounds like such a sad case right?
Wonder if I should attempt this again?
Remind me to bring my camera along this time! Would you believe I spent $8.50 on printing pictures?!
Just for my 20th century project that I'm doing.
I think my financial matters have gotten worse lately.
Well at least I feel a little satisfied having a head start.
But things aren't looking that great as exams are nearing.
I'm guessing this might be the last post before I go on hiatus.
Now I just can't wait for the vacation break to come.
Somehow everything seems so fast paced now.
Everyone seems to be moving at such a fast speed.
And it seems like I'm behind trying hard to catch up.
Urgh me and my worrywart syndrome is back in full force. I just couldn't help but cave in to my new addiction!
Which was watching the Korean version of BoF.
(BoF= Boys Over Flowers aka Hana Yori Dango)
Which of course is the Korean version of F4.
Even though the first episode turned me off with its plot.
The 4 handsome males turned me on again(not in the dirty sense).
So I ended up watching it again this time with more patience.
(more patience than doing fc project funnily enough ha!)
Though I admittedly did skip loads of the 'unnecessary' parts.
Me and my teeny bopper hormones at rage again huh?
Just look at the below fascinating specimen.Need I say more?











Fine, I shall just go and spazz away in a corner by myself. Yes, I know this post is a waste and is uncalled for.
But just need to get some pent up frustration out.
By "abusing" my poor sad and overused keyboard.
Stupid f***ing food chemistry project is killing me.
My brain cells seems to be diminishing in numbers.
And I've got nothing but swear words in my mind now.
When Monday comes and goes, I'd be relieved.
Sadly it is only a temporary relief when this project is done.
Because I have my 20th century project left to do.
Anybody want to join me in stabbing voodoos of teachers?
Sigh.

they haunt me every night
after my eyes closes tight
the skeletons in my closet
the secrets that i can't deny
the innocence i have lost thus far
is what that has left me scarred
tell me when will they leave me alone?
is it only till my sins are fully atoned?
Finally the first post after the new year has begin.
Few days into the new year and already I fell sick.
Was down with sore throat,flu and cough together.
(till now my cough doesn't seem to be recovering)
Into the new year and my first lab session of the year
And to think I had forgotten to bring my lab coat.
Practically cussed and swear a million times over
As I had to skip lecture and go home just to get it.
Anyway weird title for a new post of the year eh?
Especially since its supposed to be the ox year soon.
But its only cause recently my love for kids had spiked.
To think you'd see Levina playing with stranger's kids
And this has gotten the attention(wrong kind) with clique 6.
When recently it seems I'm wearing flow-y like clothings.
So they presume that my motherly instincts have kicked in.
And that I am apparently pregnant!Them and their imagination.
(hello, and who would be the father to the kids?)
But I didn't bother to refute to that presumption ha ha!
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