Warning: EXTREME LONG POST AHEAD.
STOP IF DIZZYING SYMPTOMS OCCUR.ha ha!
This morning woke up headed to school really early.
Just had to prove to my parents I can do it.
Since they yesterday were all sarcastic on me about it.
They even wished me "good luck" if I were to be early.
Anyway early morning the usual dreaded maths lesson.
(why on mornings when my brain processes slow!?)
Then immediately after was a 3 hour microbiology lab session.
Normal laboratory rules but need to disinfect with alcohol.
Everybody started doing it and the stench was so overpowering.
Thankfully lab ended an hour earlier so we could have lunch.
And most grateful today we could eat at other places than ITAS.
Lecturer said that those often feeling hot no matter where.
Its most probably a signs and symptoms of a high metabolism.
The whole of clique 6 turned to look and giggle at me.
Just because recently I am the only one complaining of hotness.
But I read up and it could actually be a sign of hyperthyroidism.
And it seems and sounds more scarier than it really looks.

Why today's title is ridiculously named "Rigorous" Exercise,
And no, there is no forms of sexual innuendo meaning behind it.
But it was because of something just as ridiculous as it sounds.
Lorelle suggested doing something outstanding during lecture.
Just so to catch the attention of Mr.Hairband in the next LT.
(because there would be the camera for the link ups)
So we came up with this "mountain" sign; a pun on his name.
Only to realise that Mr.Hairband was actually in the LT itself.
Now it probably has become our signature sign for him.ha ha!
After school accompanied Yan Fang to inquire about TP mail.
Then was about to head back and there again I see Mr.Hairband!
We both suddenly reduced to awkward silence and loss for words.
Is that supposed to be an effect of Mr. Hairband on us girls?ha ha! This title still makes me laugh every time I think of it.
Probably only the clique of us 6 knows what its about.
Alright been trying to get back in sync with school life.
Apparently semester 2 is the start of multiple projects.
This question was posed to me during these days:
Which is better?Memorizing notes or Project work?
At that time I had easily said Project work without faltering.
Now I wonder if what I had said was albeit too soon?
Shouldn't have laughed at others who did projects last semester.
Guess they are having the last laughs now at me.ha ha.
Today was such a absolutely 'dry' mundane day for lessons.
Plus it isn't fascinating to sit through a 3 hour tutorial on fashion.
When especially the teacher drone on and on reading slides.
At least today had lots of laughters within the clique 6.
But I disagree with their views about their "handsome" Zac Efron.
I kept insisting he looks really too gay for my taste.
(alright sorry "z.efron"fans but just my views ay?)
But after lunch found out he was no gay-er than Mr.Hairband.
I swear my ribs nearly burst from laughter just seeing him.
Okay laa not that bad.Fine! I'll admit I found it... ...cute.
Shit I think some people are going to use this for my blackmail.
Man,imagine if my brother found out about this.He'd kill me!
(cause I always called him gay for wearing the hairband.haha!) Ate a miserly dinner of porridge and a few dishes.
One of which I personally created for testing really.ha ha.
People who really abhor the taste of Chinese Parsley,
Should never ever touch on its Western counterpart.
For today I made bacon and parsley omelette.
Parsley's taste and smell was unexpectedly strong.
Thankfully I adapted well to the taste of it easily.
Should have taken a picture but was unsatisfied.
And as for today's title of the post makes me a little sad.
Mum asked my cousin to buy back a branded bag from Paris.
Though I already kinda told her not to get it for me.
But it has already been bought.And it costs me $137!
I decided I should be good and pay Mum back for it anyway.
But dang! More than half of my pay is blown off now. =(
So much for wanting to spend some of it on some things.
Okay I shall now go on a mad urge to save my money.
Outings shall be cancelled so to prevent myself from spending.
(unless you are some hot guy calling me for a date.ha ha)
LOL just kidding with the above. I have a weird encounter with a stranger online.
We seem to be doing a questionnaire of some sort.
Alright before anyone starts nagging at me for it.
Okay I do know what I should do to protect myself.
Throughout this whole week seems to be repetitive.
One particular topic just keeps jumping out at me.
Either that or I am just thinking too deep into it.
See! Here it goes again,being too analytical about things.
When should I take the risk and just get it over with?
maybe your love will catch like fire
as it burns through me
"Beautiful Love" by The Afters
You'd think 9 years of school actually taught me something.
(9 years cause 2 years in Australia is not included.)
But no,I'm so pampered I actually can get lost in Singapore.
Well I practically did so this morning aboard a bus.
Apparently I was trying to be a smarty pants to be early.
I wanted to take the express bus to school so I won't be late.
Only to board the wrong bus that is the route to Orchard.
It took me like a long time before panic finally settled in.
After panicking for so long I finally opened my mouth to ask.
And I was probably white in the face and about to cry.ha ha
Thankfully a nice lady seated next to me helped me so much.
Fortunately for me there were 2 guys who got on the wrong bus.
So I shared a cab with them all the way back to school.
Well I missed a lecture but at least thankfully it wasn't a tutorial.
Next time I swear I shall just stick to bus routes I'm familiar with.
(i should like just marry a taxi driver or something? ha ha)
Well what a chaotic day it was for me!
yay i finally got a peace of mind today X) And so I have 2 long hours to spare at the computer lab.
While everyone is attending tutorials,I'm doing nought.
(okay I did print out some of my lecture notes alright?)
Yet it sure is going to be a long stretching day today.
With my Japanese tutorial only starting at 4pm ending 6pm.
Plus I still need to attend to Japanese lecture until 7pm.
Yesterday was seriously too much of a "holiday" for us.
That today had a hard time trying to focus in lectures.drats.
Plus received additional projects for us to do in a group.
But the group is already selected by the teacher beforehand.
So,pretty obvious my project group has nobody from my clique.
Oh wells,what else can I say?Tuesdays sure can kill. Fine,I know I just had to start off the post with this title.
Anyway,today is the first day of school for the second semester.
First day but yet to everyone it still seemed like a holiday.
For we only had practically 1 and a half hour lecture only.
And we had a long 4 hour break which we made used of.
Us 6 girls fled to Tampines Mall to catch the movie Connected.
Which I can describe in just 2 words: Awesomely Hilarious.
I initially thought it was going to be another predictable movie.
(Okay well it still is a predictable plot anyway.)
But really the main actor's antics made me spoof up so much.
Some parts which were supposed to be action packed and scary.
Actually we ended up laughing embarrassingly loudly at it.
We even screamed when it came to shootings and killings.ha ha.
(Especially Lorelle who screamed and turned to me)
(I think I could like use this fact to blackmail her haha kidding!)
Loved the ending credits where they made used of their main object.
Which was no doubt: Handphones! I think it was pretty creative.
Had lunch afterwards when we found out our tutorial was cancelled.
Ate a miserly kaya waffle cause I only know after buying it.
Window shopped around and went to ask after about TVXQ's album.
IT'S COMING IN THIS WEEK ON A FRIDAY! YAHOOO~
Hmm but I might have to wait longer for the picturebook version.
(Because I wanna drool and fantasize over Yunho's invincible abs?)
Drats! Tomorrow's going to be a long day in school until 7pm! =/
And I think I am the only one going with Japanese lecture tomorrow.
Hmm currently still thinking of the unbuttoned Levi's jeans.LOL Warning: Beware of long post ahead >)
This morning was really hyped up about today.
Only to come home early disappointed with deflated hopes.
Well as I said from my previous post yesterday,
That I had the intention to go for the blood donation drive.
So this morning after breakfast with my dear parents,
I was there registering the form as my first time.
Only later to get into the medical check up to be rejected.
All cause of the stupid facial medication I have been taking!
Apparently the medication I'm taking can cause birth defects.
(sigh i should have known better than this really..)
I would have to stop the medication for a month before donating.
And so I left for home after being rejected in a sad state.
And for the moment now I somehow hate western medication.
Should I say this is the price of trying to get a better looking skin?
My mood immediately went straight to a down low can?!
But it is kind of hilarious when I told my sister about it.
And she thought I was crazy in wanting to donate my blood.
Till now I have no clue as to why I have this wish to do so.
Oh well I hope I get to donate as soon as possible next time.
And as many times as I can with my condition in the future.
Only happy thing today was they didn't think I was 18.haha!

Recently I have still been thinking about the past stuffs.
Ranging from the "species from Mars" to friends and family.
I know everyone has been telling me to give it up and forget.
But it has always been hard putting it down and away.
Its like asking me to pretend nothing has ever happened.
And its also like telling me everything in Aussie is a dream.
(although now i am starting to feel like it is.)
Even though the past leaves us with wounds and scars.
It is really what it is that makes us who we are today.
And sometimes we need to live up and realise.
For some of these scars are actually inflicted by ourselves.
If I had the ability to turn back time and change things.
I would very much like to do so but it has already been done.
Sorry to say if I don't live up to everyone's expectations. Thank goodness today is finally a Friday!
For my work at Manpower has been put to an end.
This whole week was busy at work as a admin assistant.
Although the initial awkwardness since it was a first time.
But the work colleagues and boss there were friendly.X)
Must thank all especially Verene,Adrian and dear Adeline. =)
Oh plus my work mate Jovin to help with calling.haha
Kind of glad I don't have to make multiples of calls anymore.
But yet kind of missing a little of the mundane work life.
Ironic isn't it?Since school will be starting next week for me.
Talk about school and I am looking forward to new subjects!
Especially when I had managed to get into my chosen CDS.
(Kinda funny how i got it since my grades were like so poor..)
Anyway finally today can welcome the weekend! =)
Tomorrow I wanna get my ass to the blood donation drive.
Yes!No matter what I want to go donate my blood! =D
(erm even if they reject me for some reason or another.haha)
Will post about it if I didn't faint from the sight of my blood.
(what if i end up drinking back all my blood huh?)










hello to upcoming weekends!and the "vampire nurses" tomorrow! i watched as you slowly suffered till the end.
you left in pain yet you had a smile on your face.
slowly bit by bit i die a little inside everyday,
so that i could join you again one fine day.
till we meet again,
my dearest friend.

i don't want to have to face my fears alone now.
Recently have gone into "cold shoulder" isolation mode.
Yes, I know I am damn mean but I need alone time.
Just to settle down some disturbing thoughts of mine.
Nothing interesting to post for the few days lost.
Only filling up empty space with my fictional writing.

Captive Heart

What am I to do now?
My heart is being slowly captured
Yet albeit too easily
It used to be in the hands
Of a clueless captor
But now taken away
It lies in the hands
Of a knowing stranger
But yet again an acquaintance
A dazzling smile he gives
For he knows
He has gotten what he wanted

copyright lephisto

copy this without crediting me and i'll haunt you.
for life.
And so I have finally dug out my old ABBA CD.
I listened to it once more and my heart starts to ache.
For once again this CD seems like a piece of my past.
I can still remember the young me singing along to this.
("young me?" i'm really sounding so old here now..)
Especially on nights where my parents left me at home.
They were in casinos whereas I was left home alone.
Being in a big quiet neighbourhood really scared me.
Plus the house we lived in was just as big ( for one person).
So I would blast some ABBA songs and I'd sing along.
(of course with the lyrics in my hand as i sing)
Only to quickly off and scamper if I heard the garage open.
(my parents park the car in the garage which opens by remote)
Now 6 or 7 years later I finally dug and listened to it.
How I hope I can go back Toowoomba someday.
Dang just hearing all these makes me feel down.

Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me

ABBA's Lay All Your Love On Me
Happy 18th Birthday to Joanna~
I'm supposed to tuck myself in bed right now.
Kinda weird to hear me want to sleep at 11pm.
But can I vainly say its to get rid of my puffy eye bags?
Man,and I just reached the ripe age of 18 only.
Anyways once again being lame and bored to the max.
So searched my name at Urban Dictionary.
And guess what lame answer I got from it?

Levina,
an ancient dragon summoner once fortel as a mer-madien
and would summon the great devil of the western sea
Leviathan everytime she cried.

Is this even sane?
And I have no clue as to what it is talking about.
But kinda cool to learn more about my oddity of a name.
Even cooler was when recently Mum told me an unknown fact.
I nearly lost my life the moment I was due to be born.
Apparently my heart stopped beating during the process.
Hmm so no wonder when I was a kid I had chest pains.
Thankfully now no more of it to reminisce it again.
Wow so 8 lives left from the 9 it used to be?
Just kidding I ain't no cat. This morning ate breakfast of pratas with my parents.
Mummy crazily bought 6 plain and 2 egg pratas!
I swear she is trying to foil my plans of losing weight.
Anyway meet up with Vonne at Compass Point 1pm.
(shall call her vonne for now so as to not confuse)
Went straight to Takashimaya for the Levi's jeans event
On the way we both got splattered by BIRD SHIT!!
Of all days it had to be on the first day of a new month!
Reach there and Vonne joined her Jon Leong fanclub.
Apparently he is part of the Levi's 501 Unbutton event.
(Unbutton..i was thinking the wrong things here..)
Jonathan Leong was up on stage singing 3 songs.
Hnn I guess I can say he did improve on his singing.
We headed down to Plaza Singapura immediately after.
Supposed to have a late lunch or early dinner there.
Took one look at the crowded foodcourt and left.ha ha.
Window shopped around while quenching our thirsts.
Afterwards left on a train all the way to Harbourfront.
Since Vonne wanted to go Vivocity to sit on her grass.
(alamak end up no chance to sit too many people)
But the amount of people there were just as many.
Had an early dinner at the foodcourt there at 4+.
Went Toys 'r' us fooling around with toy props and all.
Dragged Vonne to my favourite place: pet shop!
Later on walked around viewing outdoor scenery.
Anyway today spent much needed breather outside.
i watch sadly as it shattered right before my eyes
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