This morning helped Mummy prepare hae bee hiam[shrimp chilli?].
Helped by peeling onions and garlics and then slicing them.
Slicing them too slowly is a bad thing so I've learnt. D;
Caused me a stinging sensation in the eyes and produced tears.
Its funny how I had tears streaming down a laughing face.XD
Then proceeded to pound the cute little teeny weeny shrimps.
The rest was left to be done by Mummy while I wash up.
Pretty satisfied with the earrings I had collected yesterday.
But was really sad about the yamapi earrings la ;_; no refund.












"ARGGGGH" XD (Its Yamapi/Tomohisa Yamashita)
Yesss tomorrow's the deadline babe~ :3 Today I shall be a boring ass and not update anything.
Instead I did yet another birth date personality thing.XD
So here is what it says about me:

# 4 - THE CONSERVATIVE

4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves.

Famous 4's: Neil Diamond, Margaret Thatcher, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Tina Turner, Paul Hogan, Oprah Winfrey

Is your birthday day 21 of the month?

Your Life
You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours.

Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream man is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy in your heart.

How more true can it be man? This morning had breakfast out with Mummy at Rivervale Plaza.
Had my usual fix of kaya toast,half boiled eggs and a cup of milo.
Thankfully today no cases of rejected vegetables.XD
Then skipping to dinner,I had it with my parents at Hougang Mall.
Supposed to meet with Yvonne and eat dinner with her de.
But she was held back with her soccer training and all that.
So due to the constant rumbling of my stomach I had to eat.
She came later and I just watched her stuffed food down really fast.
Warned her she would have indigestion but she don't listen.
[To Nerdy: In the end see la,what happened to your stomach?]XD
Savoured some strawberry sundae at Macdonald's before leaving.
In the bus in front of me sat a cute indian girl probably only 3 or so.
Squealed at her bright big doeful eyes adorned with long eyelashes.
Played a little with her before she bade me goodbye and alighted.
Told Nerdy I wanna have a soccer team of kids next time.LOL.
But then again come to think of it I seriously doubt I would. XD
Hmm..Just bless my kids in future with long eyelashes please? XD
4 more days counting down~
Another funny picture for yaoi lovers out there: XD
This afternoon went grocery shopping with mummy.
Mummy was choosing chillies and she rejected one.
Then suddenly when we walked off it dropped out.
We laughed and said the chillies commited suicide XD.
And it commited suicide due to mummy's rejection.lol.
Then we laughed even louder at our own exaggeration.
But I said "like mother like daughter" but she disagreed.
Still I think I take my loudness from my mother anyway.XD
Daddy is more the silent sarcastic exaggerated one I guess.lol.
Dinner made dumplings and noh hiong with Mummy.
One dumpling ended up too fat [like me] and looked like a puff.
Later on after 8 left to borrow books from the library at Compass.
Can't help but keep on borrowing my sadistic killer thrillers.^^;
Then wandered around staring at all the Japanese products on sale.
Had such huge temptation to buy some chocolates but held back.
Ah wells now here I am stoning in front of my computer.
Wondering how to type out a formal email with Nerdy laughing at me.
Should say sorry to Krishnan for forgetting everything already.
5 more secretive days to keep up to. =) Just came back from steamboat dinner at Macpherson area.
We 3 ate small portions but it was still rather filling. D;
And after eating I end up having a little stomach cramps. ;_;
But thankfully it soon tide over and I was up and kicking! XD
Laughed watching my parents argue over a pot of plant.
I think the poor pot of plant was suffering instead of them 2.
But it was damn cute at how they think for the plants.LOL
Mum was afraid the plant would suffer too much heatstroke.
Dad thinks the plant would be giddy from the change of position.
So they argued but it was all only in good fun of course. =)
Sometimes I think I'm more mature than my parents.XD jk.
6 more days babe~
why is it that it felt so right yet wrong at the same time?
Photo that cracks up my day XD
Just then Yvonne and I camwhored around on MSN.
I know,consequences of two bored girls on a rainy day.
Was feeling utterly downtrodden these few days.=(
But thankfully feelings were lifted up by the lame nerdy.
Still can't believe she can concentrate so much sia.
Imagine her doing homework and camwhoring with me same time.
Anyways been thinking a lot of stuff but decided to let go.
Is thankful for the one week where I think I can relieve.
she still remembers his breath on her skin it tingles. To fulfill Chinying's request to do this little quiz.

1.7 things/people that makes you smile:
>everything about my family
>seeing my idols in person
>anything that is funny to me.LOL
>satisfaction in seeing good results
>everything about the people i love
>hugs and kisses XD
>the little random things in life

2.7 things to do to win my heart:
>show me your sincerity
>love care and concern
>able to communicate with me
>a dash of sense of humour
>to be understanding and trusting
>give me a sense of security
>accept me for who I am

3.7 things I believe in:
>to stand up after a fall
>work hard,play hard
>nobody is perfect
>everyone makes mistakes
>the people i love
>love is blind ==;
>freedom

4.7 things I'm afraid of:
>insects,creepy crawlies
>anything related to horror and gore
>loved ones leaving my side
>someone dying in my hands or in front of me
>people getting too touchy feely with me >_>
>people toying with me
>being fooled once and again

5.7 things I do everyday
>sleep
>eat
>drink
>breathe
>daydream
>think
>communicate with my parents

6.7 things I want to see right now:
>everybody i know in aussie
>tickets back to aussie
>my idols
>falling snow
>cherry blossoms in japan
>everybody i know to be happy and safe
>someone i want answers from

7.7 people I want to do this quiz:
-NOBODY- LOL Sorry people but mind my cheesy titles I like to put.
Guess shall follow everyone and update about the chalet.

18/3:Meet up with Meiyi and Chinying on the bus to chalet.
Stopped at the wrong bus stop and walked all the way.
Was reasonably early so didn't see everyone there yet.
But past 6pm everyone showed up and it started officially.
Didn't really BBQ-ed much with such great chefs around.
So girls pretty much relaxed while the boys did the work.
Did some catch-up chatting with everyone and watched TV.
Even played soccer with Yvonne and Sufang at the side path.
So ended up all sweaty and stinky when I left for home.
Had a few pictures taken beforehand of course.=)but not all.
Was great at least 36/40 turned up for this gathering.

19/3:Awoke by Meiyun's sms asking me what time I'm coming.
Rushed down and realised all the guys lazing in bed.
Took some time before we finally got everyone up.
Then headed down to Wild Wild Wet with all our stuff.
A total of 19 people consisting of 4 girls and 15 boys.
Was pretty hyped up in wanting to step in and play.
Started off with the easier rides like Shiok River.
Then paired up with Hoong Chun on the Slide Up.
Was awesomely thrilling.Should see HC's face though.XD
I'd say best was definitely the Ular-lah with 6 people.
Everyone grabbed the sides and screamed together in unison.
Went countless of times on that ride for "revenge purposes".
Since the staff on it splashed us with buckets of water.
So of course I must have my revenge and grab the bucket.
But then again my plan was foiled and I got splashed more.
Lastly most memorable ride was the one with 19 of us in it.
We sat on floats together holding hands down the Shiok River.
The linking of arms and handles was really hilariously fun.
We managed to cause a "traffic jam" and was told off.
But our reply:"We are one big family!" LOL.cute.
Left 5plus all showered and clean only to go back to BBQ.
This time lesser people and more sleeping time in the room.
Stayed over to accompany Meiyun but also cause I wanted to.
End up slept at only 5+am amidst all the snoring by the boys.

Thank you to the organisers Meiyun and Deon for this awesome event. Lately still a lot of flashbacks creeping into my mind.
I doubt this would ever stop until the day I die.
Felt the sudden impulse to back out of the coming day.
Haven't the slightest idea why its only happening now.
Think I'm like a shell,shadow of what I used to be.

They look at me with those scrutinizing eyes
Seeing through me and everything inside
They smile but its only a mask to hide
When it peels away,you never know what lies

I'm starting to think I'm getting really mentally unsound.

Said a dozen things I don't mean
Did a lot of actions that contradict
Felt like taking it back but its too late
You've already left and I can't explain

It is a regretful thing all right.
Till now I can never give a full explanation.
Can I say my heart and mind just acts differently?
Just wishing happiness to you from the selfish me.
Yes its to her who wouldn't wanna be anywhere near me.
Well or so I think.Maybe I think too much anyway.

A smile casted upon my face
As I read the message once and again
But happiness could only last this long
Before you finally told me you'll be gone
When I thought I'd never see you again
You appeared holding another girl's hand
But coldly you just brushed past me
From then I could only watch you leave

Some may understand,some wouldn't.
Well,go figure all this yourself =) I feel so depressed listening to F.T Island's songs.
Despite Hongki's awesome vocals,it can't cheer me up.
The date is nearing and I cannot attend the concert.
WAAA TwT why does it have to be on 29 and 30th March!?
Yet those days I won't be around due to something on.
Psh why can't they head over to Singapore here anyway?!
Its just a few hours trip drive down South boys! ;_;
Arrr. ah heck still counting ahead to 29 anyway.sigh.
15 more depressing days ahead of me. If you're wondering whats with the title of Abs Day,
This question please divert to Yvonne's attention.XD
Today had breakfast come lunch at Punggol Plaza with her.
Then window shopped around drinking horrible milk tea.
Next we headed to Compass Point via the shuttle bus.
Window shopped and end up in the library reading books.
Laughed like madwoman at the Health and Fitness section.
Decidedly went to her house for hours of work out session.
And she kept ranting off about wanting to have abs!LOL XD
Sore and tired then bathed and napped in the gloomy weather.
7plus then finally got Yvonne to move from her bed haa.
Ate our dinner at the Kopitiam in Compass Point.
Lastly headed back to my home sweet home all sleepy.
But chatted with my brother online for awhile.
Ah what a day~ 16 more days of waiting~ Yet another one of these gloomy cold weathers.
Makes me want to snuggle under my covers all day.
Can't sleep despite all tired out last night.
Only slept for 5 hours after Daddy left for work.
Dreamt up a weird dream.Think it must be the fatigue.
Dreamt that there was a wax figure of myself.LOL.
Anyway despite the gloominess of the weather today.
Laughing my ass off watching Star King right now.
Kang Ho Dong lifted up Hong Ki's pants for a bit.
And the shocker was supposedly his hairy legs beneath.
Kinda reminded me of my brother's equally hairy legs.
Ah wells,nothing more. 17 more days babe~
a kiss and you bade me farewell
and i watched you disappear behind those doors.
but here i am still waiting for you to come back. Aren't I so thankful that there wasn't any blood test?
Of course!but I was so tired I forgot all about it.
Today headed to Causeway Point's Raffles Medical Clinic.
Then took a number and took the eyesight test first.
And was then directed to head to Civics Centre for X-ray.
From there on it was like a test of my patience.
Mum and I sat there for 2 bloody hours waiting.
And end up just waiting to register for the X-ray.
Funny thing was the X-ray only took like 2 to 3 seconds.
Was utterly embarrassed and felt naked under my gown.
Mummy had to burst in and tie my gown cause I took too long.
Wanted to laugh during X-ray cause I looked like a koala.
Afterwards headed back to the clinic and did the rest.
Doctor asked me what is my BMI but I haven't got a clue.
Then he asked me if I even know what it was.LOL XD
And he also went on asking me how to calculate it.
So I ranted off then he asked if I learnt it before @_@.
Anyway the rest of the checkup ran smoothly for me.
Must strangle the people who scared me about blood test.
And on a sad note,my height didn't increase any further.
It was also one cm less than what I thought it was. TwT Another rainy cold day depicting a little of my mood.
Today called XX clinic after minutes of trying.
I stated that I'd like to book an appointment for checkup.
Then I was told this:"Oh you'd have to walk-in for it."
Meaning that they don't need to do appointments for this.
Geez and the darn guide stated to book appointment first.
Ah wells so its confirmed that I'll be in for torture tomorrow.
Thankfully Mummy is coming along with me for company =).
Twisting my fingers hoping there's no blood test needed.
Eww and don't remind me of urine test that comes along with it.
So now you know why Levina can never be a doctor or nurse.
19 more days babe =D
the last beat of my heart
everything was lost,including you. 2 more posts and it will turn into my 700th post.
Its a rainy lazy Sunday today and I feel awful.
Firstly my insomnia is acting up pretty bad again.
Secondly I think I'm falling sick too easily again.
Last of all I'd hate to be sick when doing check-up.
Decided to call Mummy to accompany me on Tuesday.
Okay,haven't booked any appointment yet though.
But we decided it to fall on Terrible Tuesday. TwT
I'm hoping I'd be up well and kicking on that day.
Else imagine being sick and scared on doomsday. D:
Nothing much else for today.Back to my Moe Kara manga.
Little picture of my newly added addiction:Lee Hong Ki!
Damn it I'll miss out on his awesome vocals on 30th. :(
20 more days to go!
Here I am still wide awake at this unearthly hour.
This time you can blame my awakened fangirlism XD.
Stumbled on a good website to read Naruto the manga.
Due to my impatience in watching the anime itself.
I knew my undying fangirlism for Sasuke would never end.
I'm trying not to be so much of a spoiler here.
But I'm pretty happy Orochimaru the gay snake is dealt with.
And my tear ducts have acted up again upon someone's death.
Psh who knew reading manga would have an effect on me too.
Okay need to cut short and head under my blanket.
Best part of the manga I'll remember:
Konohamaru doing the pervy jutsu of Sasuke and Sai in yaoi action As much as I was happy for receiving my enrolment package.
I wasn't happy with all the forms that came with it.
Especially when I found out that we had to take a check up.
In more detailed terms, its a medical checkup.
Seriously even before making an appointment I feel sqeamish.
I wanna request the doctor to knock me out before taking blood.
Anyway on a happier note [riight] i want to post this picture.
Meiyi,if you ever see this please don't kill me for it.
I was laughing at this picture for the whole night through.XD
Jaejoong lovers please don't flame me for this.
I had a roll in the hay with the Cervello because I'm a prince.
LOL-ed at the above sentence i made out from a website.
Today woke up to a nice cold rainy sleepy weather.
Almost didn't want to get out from under my covers.
But had to since I was called up for interview yesterday.
But reaching the particular place,I left disappointed.
Firstly there wasn't a receptionist at all when I was there.
Then being the timid person I am nobody hue me at all.
I went in and out then gathered courage to speak to someone.
But all was not well since she later disappeared somewhere.
Then another lady helped but couldn't find my application form.
She gave me one to fill up and left me there forgotten.
I waited for 15 minutes or more but nobody came over.
So looming at the doorway with pleading eyes at the nearby ladies.
But they just totally ignored me and continued with work.
Ah never mind must be too hardworking to notice me there.
Then I just gave up and walked out of the damned room.
Anyway received my enrolment package today in the mailbox.
Lots of forms and all plus need to do medical check up.
I'm seriously hoping there's no blood test.I'm sqeamish.
Think I need to remind myself to book an appointment soon.
Okay off to be addicted to Lee Hong Ki's voice. Tee hee hee I'm trying to be a hao lian here.
Showing off my talented cooking skills to the world!
Haa.Okay mind my bimbotic moments there.Just kidding ya!
Since today mummy cooked up fried rice for dinner.
I was reminded of the pictures I took the last time as well.
But it was a recent photo of my first time cooking fried rice.
Mummy gave me a fool proof recipe and made me cook on my own.
Thankfully it was quite a success else I won't post it up.XD
So just this for the day =) Be reminded not to drool! XD
Previous posts I mentioned of having flashbacks.
Funny how fast I got back some information! XD
Heard how Aunt Janice,Cassey and Celine was doing.
Cassey's in secondary 3 already!geez and I thought..
Then just then Aunt Pushpa called from Toowoomba.
Can recognise her voice immediately when I picked up.
Could even hear Sharvin behind talking and mumbling.
Sad i forgot to ask her how he was and how nikki was.
Put down the phone then think back again of Kaela.
Haven't heard from her in ages.I'm starting to worry.
Someone I know of is going to Brisbane and Gold Coast.
I asked if I could be smuggled along in his luggage.
So that can go and find my brother and have free lodging!
LOL then next I would be able to head down and find Kaela.
How many years I've been asking my parents that I gave up.
Wanted to have some kinda gathering for all the colleagues.
The people who went to Toowoomba,especially our batch.
But Dad retired and worked in a new workplace already.
The last he had contacted some of them was like eons ago?
Sigh guess I can only look at the photos back then.
Someday,somehow I just hope i could visit Toowoomba once more. Aren't I glad I wasn't suffering in the rain today?
Last post i was a little fuming with smoke coming out.
But don't worry my mood changes as quickly as I can type.
Yesterday slept late at 3+ due to hogging of the TV.
And today woke up later than anyone can imagine. XD
Later heading to get 'bullied' by the boisterous two.
Think i got to stick close to my father to avoid that.
Considering my father has a 'reputation' of strictness.XD
Funny how it sounds like Daddy's a scary person.
When at home you should really see how it is with them 2.
Recently have not touched on writing any poetry.
Nor have I been taking any nice photographs out there.
I'm so hoping that day would hurry sooner.
Heh don't think anyone would know what I'm referring to.
Okay shall continue to uphold this secretive front =P As anyone can probably see from my title should know.
Bit pissed off with some stuffs today i shan't mention.
But then again shall be glad and thankful it was early.
Today the weather wasn't that great for any outing.
So stayed home along with my parents surprisingly.
Curled up under my bed covers reading my thrillers.
Then accompanied mum to buy groceries for awhile.
Felt like a sneaky foolhead paying for ordered earrings.
Tomorrow's planned outing cancelled.bloody hell.
On a nicer tone,having dinner with my relatives tomorrow.
Anyway to keep things bright i'm counting down to the day.
28 more days and up up and away i go. =)
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