This particular post is of no laughing matter people.
It warns of sensitive issues and topics to everyone.
Words can just be a double edge sword at times.
Just now heard about my 6 year old niece being depressed.
Apparently her classmates laughed at her for being fat.
Young as she is she wants to runaway from her home.
After being called such names she even thinks of suicide.
My hands grew cold and i feel like crying along with her.
Being called names isn't exactly nice to bear with.
Being labelled fat by friends and family is the worst.
Considering they are the ones you love and cherish most.
Despite sometimes it could just be a joke to them.
Word from the mouth of a loved one hurts more than strangers.
I can't blame her for having this negative mindset about it.
Even I came to that stage feeling depressed and suicidal.
Everyone was saying I was getting fat and told me to lose weight.
I could laugh along with them but deep down it stings.
I could even agree along with them and say it myself too.
Even cousins younger than me said it to my face constantly.
And I would only give them a face of mock anger.
What could I do?Kick up a fuss about all the mockery?
So I had no choice but keep up the frontal facade for them.
Telling others why would only result in being misunderstood.
Crying about it would result in being thought as childish.
And people think you just can't take jokes about oneself.
They would only say its a joke or just say you're too sensitive.
What would they know?They haven't been called names before.
People even have a misconception that fat people are clumsy.
They think fat people are slow witted and lazy and all.
Others may think calling others fat is a harmless thing to do.
But the person being labelled would only be self conscious.
They would start to compare themselves with others who aren't.
They would feel inferior and then the negative thoughts come in.
So think twice when you start labelling people.
Stop being selfish stuck up bullies who uses words to hurt people.
Finished watching Japanese drama Hanazakarino Kimitachihe.
Apparently i found it was better than the Taiwanese version.
It was a little less exaggerating with more eye candy! 8D XD.
Though initially i disagreed with their choice of the leading actress.
Cause Maki Horikita seems more girly than the role she's playing.
But after watching more episodes she grew to be more lovable.XD
I loved the last episode i watched yesterday the best of all! LOL
Especially the part where Oguri Shun was in a Maid outfit. XD
And Ikuta Toma was also crossplaying in a nurse outfit!
Doesn't he look like he's mixed blood or something @_@?
Haa i think i'm starting to fetish guys cross dressing. 8D XD Didn't get to sleep a damn worth yesterday.
Mind filled to the brim with memories and flashbacks.
This time tears don't fall like it did in the past back then.
Wish it was a ticket back to toowoomba instead.
Anyway this morning picked up my uncle and family.
Then together we went to Lorong Asu to eat breakfast.
My two cousins said i looked like a boy.but like a butch ==;
Then headed home afterwards and slept like a dead log.
Today's dinner three of us headed to cp's swensen's.
Mum made use of the vouchers my siblings gave her.
Ate a full dinner then did some window shopping then home.
you turned out to be the same as whom you talked about anyway Tried watching Nana 2 on mysoju website just then.
But was greatly disappointed to find out the changes.
I did know that Kenichi Matsuyama was replaced.
I didn't know even Ren's and "Hachi"'s character changed!
Watched first few parts then gave up watching already.
I preferred the first cast more in the first movie. :(
Somehow this "hachi"'s acting couldn't compare to the first.
Ahh wells.tomorrow going for interview with Chinying.
Think my parents deciding to go HongKong and visit sis.
But the planned trip is not confirmed as of yet.ah wells. I won't be surprised if i actually died coughing.geez.
Anyway was woken up this morning by Hoong Chun.
Psh the busybody woke me to ask where i am going.
Apparently the posting was out by 6am this morning.
Checked my inbox but to my dismay don't have.
Then realised i gave them my already cancelled number.
So thankfully he gave me the MOE number to call.
And over the phone i heard my satisfactory result.
They had given me my first choice.YAAAAY :)
So bugged my mum in the morning with a victorious roar.
Except that my voice was nastily hoarse and sore.
So it sounded really funny like on my death bed.XD
Now still coughing hard despite drinking cooling tea.
I swear i just now just tasted blood in my mouth. D:
Heck.Who'd die of coughing fits really? ==; ridiculous me. Yesterday afternoon went Tampines along with Mum.
She went there for the lottery rounds as usual again.
After lunch-ing and two rounds of buying lottery.
We both head to my 2nd fish place for erm..visiting?
Their neighbour's cats were lazing outside the corridor.
Wished i did had the guts to go over and pet them.
But the tiger looking one practically glared back at me.
So went back to the safety of aunt's house and played.
First I played Upwords with Vivian then later Uno.
Won in Uno by sheer luck before we left to meet Dad.
Tooked dinner then drove over to Aunt Amy's house.
Their Alex(the dog) was ridiculously shy with me.XD
Realised their whole family except Uncle James is "A".
"A" as in all of them their names starts with "A"!
How cool is that?Imagine if our family starts with all "W".
Then I wouldn't be the Levina I am today isn't it?
Left home and got online with my sister with webcam.
We 3 chatted on msn using the voice call system.
My family now like so high tech eh? Girls with love for romance should really read this book.
The book in particular is Nicholas Sparks' Message in a Bottle.
It truly was the love story every girl probably fantasize about.
But do be warned:Don't try to throw a bottle in Singapore.
Else you won't receive a letter back but instead a fine. ^^;
This afternoon headed to Sungei Road for $2 Laksa! :)
Then with my parents in tow we went to Sim Lim Square.
Got my brother his printer cable and a webcam to boot.
End up realised my brother already bought his printer cable.
My mum and I wanted to chop him into pieces at that time.
Then my parents suggested threatening him when on webcam.
My Dad says Mum would hold a chopper,he'll use his hands.
And as for me i suggested that i use the cable we bought for him.
LOL and we all agreed upon this ridiculous idea in our minds.
Can't blame us.He could have just called to inform us what!
Thank goodness the cable was merely $3 else we'd really kill him.
Afterwards we prayed at the damn crowdedtemple in Bencoolen.
Was scared of poking and being poked by the multiples of joss sticks.
Later on head to Loyang temple again to pray to a god to appease him?
Only Mum and I prayed though since we have erm..conflict?
Then again we drove off to Changi Point for my parents to buy lottery.
I waited patiently then wandered,hoping to find cat snow white.
By then my parents finished and they bought dinner and left for home.
684th post already~ one day it might accumulate to a 1000! :) Slept really late yesterday and woke late today.
Late afternoon went with parents to the home.
Mum fed gran's and Dad was reading something.
So i wandered to the church and played piano.
Okay it was more like randomly pressing keys.
Then afterwards headed to Changi Point.
Ate a miserable looking beef hotplate dish.
Saw some foreigners that seem korean nearby.
I jokingly tell my parents if they have brothers or not.
Mum tells me to try and faint in their arms and see.
We walked for a bit after a full stomach of dinner.
I saw a cute cat with a all white fur coat lazing.
Utterly endearing but Dad as usual disliked it.
Left for home and found my siblings online.
Dad chatted with them first while we 2 watched on.
Lots of topics from concern to much laughters.
Then he left to watch his FA Cup on cable tv ==; .
Mum asked a few more questions before she left.
Both of them turned to watching their tv instead ==;
Then soon my brother needed to rest and put away.
And my sister went back to watching her tv as well.
Ah wells sounds like they settled down okay i guess.
Tomorrow heading to sim lim early with my parents.
Need to buy printer cable for my brother. tatas~
Which Hanazawa Rui would you prefer?
Personally I think i would like Oguri Shun. XD










The first one in white is Oguri Shun and second is Vic Zhou.
Both act the same roles in the same type of show but same plot.
Psh and i like both of their characters in the show.
LOL so quiet guys appeals? The title has two hidden meaning in it.
Firstly and the most obvious is happy valentine's.
Secondly i got to watch L Change The World yesterday!
(Since its now considered 14th February already).
Had dinner with my parents and brother at cp first.
Then meet up with meiyi before headind to vivocity.
Reached there with enough time before the movie starts.
Thought we could take pictures with some cosplayers.
But could see none in sight at that particular moment.
Then thought could be able to redeem some posters.
End up it was meant for the cosplayers instead.
Decided we weren't in a desperate need for it anyway.
Found our seats and of course chinying's sis and friend.
It took awhile for her to recognise who i was.(good or bad?)
Movie started immediately after the lights were switched off.
Overall movie was really alright except for some horror parts.
And there was a revelation of a character i've been waiting for.
Except the other i loved so much wasn't introduced as well. TwT
Seems like lots of people like to cosplay as L.
But some were weird wearing spectacles in a L outfit ==;
By the way,it was my first time in a dress in a gazillion years!
Hnn meiyi you should be honoured i wore it in your presence.XD This morning woke up late for the meeting at cp.
But managed to reach there in reasonable timing.
Meet Chin Ying to head to Centrepoint in Somerset.
Ate MacDonald's hotcakes for breakfast there.
Walked around the unopened shopping mall for awhile.
Finally nearing 10 or so started on our main motive.
Queued up in 7Eleven for the redemption of L movie tickets.
Was no. 17 in line.Yayness for my favourite number =)
11am on the dot they gave out the tickets for our receipts.
But to everyone's horror the date is set for tomorrow.
Its thankfully fine with me since i'm so free.
So tomorrow will be out at Vivocity watching L :3
L stands for Levina~ -gets shot by the L lovers..- Today hadn't had much sleep before i was woken up.
Can't help but get addicted watching hana yori dango.
Got ready and set off with family and sis bf in our car.
We headed to the newly opened airport Terminal 3.
Upon reaching my sis immediately checked in her luggage.
Then 6 of us ate our breakfast at Wang's Cafe(sp?).
It was all too soon when we were in front of the gate.
There we bade our goodbyes and she left just like that.
It still seems surreal looking at her now empty room.
Just feels like she would come back home at night as usual.
But this time the room diagonally opposite mine is empty.
Soon the next door room is going empty as well.
Is it just me or does it feels like deja vu all over again?
Goodbyes are still the hardest to say
Despite fronting a smile and laugh
But underneath we all want to hide and cry Is it just me or am seeing double here?

No don't gasp at the title thinking otherwise.
Don't worry i didn't try out smoking on cigars.
But it was the bbq last friday and saturday.
It left me feeling all smokey and smelly D:
Lots of my sister's friends said they know me.
But then again i could only stare blankly at them.
One said i was rather dao when i was younger.
Laughed at that particular comment when said.XD
Haven't been having a nice sleep cycle recently.
Saturday only could sleep at past 5 in the morning.
Brenda and Jolene sure can knock off easily man.
Both of them getting so tall and lanky now darn it.
Anyways chinese new year is approaching soon.
Can't wait for the money to start rolling in XD
Saving up hopefully suju really heads here.
Not to mention L Change The World movie on 21st :)

Isn't he so cute battling with the soap suds? XD
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