Today did some ironing of the clothes at home for Mum.
Then got ready to head to Ikea for dinner with parents.
Went out too early for Dad to come and pick me up.
Some weird man drove past wiggled his eyebrows at me.
I'm hoping i'm not attracting old geezers please.
Picked Mum and zoomed to Aunt Josephine's shop.
Got a huge box of dried cuttlefish that we ordered.
Then settled for dinner at Ikea with their meatballs.
As usual again got 2 more addition of plants.==;
Headed to Giant to stock up BBQ supplies for tomorrow.
Was a little frustrated with the crowds and the stuffs.
Anyway last minute changes to the plans for saturday. The whole of yesterday spent on making pineapple tarts.
3 of us: my mum,ah kim and me were like machines.
I was churning out lots of imprinted doughs.
Consequence of yesterday was with sore arms.
I can hardly lift my arm up whole without feeling sore.
Anyways whole family is currently all so busy.
With the upcoming bbq and buffet on the weekend.
Makes time pass so fast my mum still thinks its early.
Recently bought a little black dress with mum.
Have no idea how the sudden girlishness kicked in.
After buying i realised i was gonna have a haircut.
And i was inching for the boyish hairstyle and look.
So what am i gonna do with the dress i bought!? Seriously some were so right on the spot man.
And i thought i knew myself better than this ==;
Hey the jealousy and paranoia part so accurate ==;
Bad parts are true and good parts are false lol.
Whoever wants the link: http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourn...enmeaningquiz/



You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. After all the fear felt yesterday i still feel it.
A little embarrassing crying before i got the results.
Due to the assumption i got from Mr Krishnan.
He told me my english result but never mentioned others.
So i assumed i failed the other subjects.
Received my results and opened it in a hurry.
Looked at some results in disbelief and disappointment.
Notably is my maths which i feel could have done better.
Some strange unexpected ones which i felt happy for.
But i almost thought the result slip wasn't mine.XD
Left rather late to meet mum at rivervale mall.
i wanted to ask but then again you'd think it was a ploy I'm trying not be turn into a nervous wreck.
I'm trying not to think about TOMORROW.

Look at it.Doesn't he look like Eeteuk there? =)

First one is some guy from taiwan's boyband Lollipop.
Second of course is Eeteuk from Super Junior =D
By the way,never underestimate the ELFs,people.
Suju's tickets sold out in 18 goddarn minutes!
Sheesh that's such a pervertic timing man.
Can i go to their concert in KL pleease? T_T Heh another reason why i make a good housewife?
Cause now i know how to make pineapple tarts =)
Err okay just kidding its actually the filling.
But i singlehandedly squeezed the pineapple pulp!
And now i understand why my mum didn't want to do it.
Because the hand becomes rather sore and tired.
Plus you get pins and needles in your feet as well.
But i say i think my right arm might have muscles now.
Anyways the date is confirmed to be Thursday now.
Geez i can't wait for it. ==; -sarcastic-
Hmm can i bring Mr Panda along for animal comforts? Recently quite a lot bugging my mind still.
Results are soon to be released next week.
The blues have started hitting rather early.
When that weird email sent by krishnan came.
It just doesn't bode well and i'm getting freaked.
O levels was a bumpy period with mostly downs.
Nows its like counting down to that final day.
Lots of negative thinking bugging me the most.
I have even thought of what to do when it comes.
Maybe even the plans if i know it's down for me.
When it comes to that a letter would be left behind.
But i wonder if i even have the courage to leave.
The particular day is getting really close now.
And it is getting rather hard to breathe.
One more week left to go before doomsday arrives.
When Death might just come knocking at your door.
Its time i might have to leave a note or two.
Even to the ones i have left hurting the most.
And especially ones i can't bear to leave now.
Its getting dark on me and i'm getting paranoid.
Everyone's reassuring me but i can't feel it.
And neither can i reassure myself and to them as well.
Fronting a strong front to hide away my fears.
The insecurities that feeds on my negativity.
Things kept all so quiet and face full of laughter.
One day i imagine that face of mine peeling away.
When everything kept within would burst beneath.
The devil within me knows and is still striving.
Striving to get me six feet under the ground.
Then at last i'm gone he'd find another victim. Back from Malaysia on a Sunday evening.
I swear 40% of going there was not fun indeed.
Imagine seating behind the back row with my bro.
And the 2nd row was my sister and her beau.
Thank goodness i brought a book there to read.
Else i would have carsickness right from the start.
Shopped for tees to wear for the chinese new year.
2 tees from the guy's section and 1 from the ladies.
Sheesh i can't help it.the guy's designs were nicer!
But i also had my own intentions for buying them la.
I wanna fool my relatives into thinking i'm a boy.lol.
But already 17 years le doubt they are so gullible.
My cousin freaked when i told him i want a chest binder.
LOL he stated that i'm still a growing teenager.
So by putting that chest binder it might grow small.lol.
But i don't see my chest growing any bigger anyway!
the wolf finally came to its senses? This afternoon headed to Nanyang Polytechnic at 2pm.
Was amazed and awed at how big and huge the place was.
But upon stepping in already we started to feel lost.
The signs and directions were there but still got lost.
I think it is due to the multiples of blocks and levels.
Walked to only see which course we were interested in.
Then after 2 hours plus of getting lost we decided to leave.
Stopped at compass point for window shopping and dinner.
Ate the korean bibimbap mixed rice for a change today.
Expected some spiciness but was surprised there was none.
Then after the full dinner took a bus back home all tired.
Considering whether to have the upper leg waxed as well.
Geez can i get the lady to do it blindfolded? T_T -dies- So i know where the bulk of complaints come from.
Bus 86 was super duper rowdy today.geez boys =_=;
Sheesh they blasted their music aloud in the surroundings.
Being rather annoyed i blasted my own music as well.
But of course i was considerate i used headset.
Anyway i came back from compass point to borrow books.
Then bought mop from DIY shop upon my mother's orders.lol.
This morning went breakfast come marketing with mum.
Then wanting to go home but a short drizzle came about.
So we actually ran in the rain just to get to the bus stop.
Reaching home and helped out with the stuff for packing.
Next discovered i was to return my sister's rented dvds.
Headed out to the mall with mum once again to buy dinner.
Supposed to extend some but then problems cropped up.
So in the end my sister said to return all.geez. =_=;
Finally went home with groceries and dinner in hand.
your shifty eyes i see I feel like a sickly person whose life is on the line.
Sleeping has never been a difficult thing to do.
But then these days seem to be hovering in between sleep.
Totally couldn't even take a shut eye yesterday night.
It was only after seven then i finally settled to sleep.
My body clock seems rather screwed up these few days.
Sheesh can't continue saying anymore.Dead beat. I could have nearly started singing just now.
If only i wasn't that frustrated with wet clothings.
"Rain drops falling on my head" this line suits.
Apparently I was doing a last minute washing of clothes.
Due to the fact that my parents are on their way home.

1st mistake: Playing with the powder form detergent.
Only to get one fickle small speck fly into my eye.
And the next minute i was enduring a painful soapy eye.

2nd mistake: Hanging up the clothes before wringing them.
So when hanging the last few it was raining on me.
Now my kitchen is officially a flooded area thanks to me.
I'm hoping it would evaporate before my parents are back. This time the dish i created looks more successful.
Second time making this particular named dish.
Yesterday tried creating it but turned out gross looking.
Realised shouldn't fry the potato and bacon instead.
So today filled with much vigor(after waking up soo late).
Tried a second time to make it more perfect and nicer.
Boiled the potatoes first then baked it with bacon.
Seasoned the bacon with loads of black pepper for taste.
Baked them in oven till bacon turns golden brown.
Then lastly covered it with mozzarella cheese on top.
Till it is melted and turning a little brown then removed.
Hmm can't say the taste is perfect yet but least okay.
Yay feeling rather satisfied and accomplished for today.
Maybe upload pictures in the next post or so.
Should red riding hood give the wolf a second chance? First thing i did while i was wide awake at 7am in the morning.
Messaged Daddy just to wish him a happy birthday early.
Just so i won't forget considering i'm so forgetful as always.
Surprised to see me up so early on a january morning?
Fret not.i didn't actually wake up early on purpose today.
It was in fact insomnia at night.think i had one coffee too many.
Received a reply so fast from Daddy.Didn't expect it really.
Geez and i thought he would be in deep sleep to reply.
But then again he could have just came back from casino who knows?
Daddy's reply made me a little teary eyed somehow.
Okay shan't continue on.bit awkward to write on more.
The day looms closer on me now
Tears all too easily shed
To detach from everything only to fail Today's dinner's objective was to celebrate Dad's birthday.
But we kinda celebrated it in a little advance.
Went to Seafood Paradise with whole family and sister's beau.
Didn't take as long as the other restaurant i went before.
And funny thing was i saw a teacher from school there.
The one that always checks our socks during assembly.
[Didn't bother to remember his name anyway]
(Besides he didn't teach our class so.)
Nothing much else to add on for today.
Feeling rather detached from the world I know for sure i won't be a vampire when i die.
Cause i actually like the smell of mashed garlic.
And it has to be FRESH mashed garlic of course.
Today ate my lunch with mum at macdonalds in compass point.
I shall pretend i was blind today and didn't see you.
I can hear all so clearly and see all so perfectly.
I heard your voice and saw only your back.Thank goodness.
Anyway after it i left to go see the doctor.
The price this time shot up to a high of 96 dollars!
Embarrassingly i had to go withdraw out enough money.
Then leaving for home coincidentally met mum on bus 86.
Okay shan't say much more.Need to prepare family dinner.
Time is being fast forward
Till the day comes
I might bid a last farewell
Or would it be otherwise? Seriously these few days still rotting in my home.
Been sleeping late and waking up late as well.
The latest was staying up till 6am in the morning.
I believe my eyebags and black eyes are coming out.
Finished watching Liar Game only in like 2 days time.
Now started on a new anime introduced by charlene.
Today two people complained to me about their working life.
Both seem to have almost the same situation happening.
One was a horrible mean boss the other a evil mean colleague.
Geez i swear it only makes me not want to work more.
Ah well its a step to the working world and its politics.
And i repeat Dad's saying:Welcome to the real world.
Okay i shall go back to watching full metal panic. I think i am getting black eyebags under my eyes soon enough.
Currently using my brother's white frail looking macbook.
Today spent the whole evening watching Liar Game on youtube.
New addiction after being addicted to my cousin's Kogepan.
She sent a email still i believe insisting she's kogepan.
Two can play at the game! i send back i'm strawberrypan then.
Geez Liar Game was really intense and rather edgy and good.
Though i really wanna facepalm at Nao's gullible personality.
Really wonder if there's any people out there just like her.
The utterly "idiotically honest" type of people often deceived.
Wonder how they would survive in this cold harsh world ne.
Anyway should thank Shangfa for introducing me this show lol.
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