LOL look at micky and max's faces! disfigured faces LOL.
This would certainly light up my uninteresting day today =) Recently it has been raining a lot.i wonder why.
It feels especially cold and depressing on these days.
Rainy days makes me feel sentimental and weepy somehow.
But i always love the smell of the air after it rains.
Today first time heard of meiyi falling down Oo; XD
Not that i wanted to see her fall or anything of that sort!
But its just that she's usually rather careful and cautious.
And however "handicapped" she says she is, she can still walk!
And she even managed to accompany me to rivervale plaza still!
LOL so how does that make you handicapped?! XD hurry get well!
Okay shan't divulge much more about my mundane lifestories. ^^;
must get rid of the startling fact that i'm starting to like yaoi!
MrX you broke my heart,you undesirable person. okay i'm childish Fly me to the moon..i mean KOREA!
Just yesterday i choked on my coffee for nothing!
I got so excited thinking TVXQ were coming to Singapore.
But,end up it was merely free tickets to see them.
I know! free tickets! but conditions do apply dear.
You'd have to pay for your own accomodations and all. =(
And i'd been so willing to skip school if they're coming.
But of course won't skip prelims and 'Os' seriously.sigh.
LOL so much for all that hype yesterday searching newspapers.
TVXQ,When for nuts sake are you guys coming to singapore?! Yesterday night i slowly made my way home by walking.
Under the starless night she walked
With the shy moon merely half seen
Alone on the pavement back on a cold night
Well i was "accompanied" by loud blasts of music to my ears.
Anyways,on a happier note,i borrowed Hans Andersen's Snow Queen.
Sheepishly,i borrowed it only after watching korean show 雪之女王.
Starring delectably handsome men Hyun Bin and Im Ju Hwan. =D
But only to be disappointed when the pages have been messed up.
Then leaving for home today after the collection of pictures.
I just had to see some "unhappy sightings" of somebody undesirable.
But thinking,i know (undesirable person) ain't worth my tears.
LOL and to the above word i laugh "undesirable sightings!" XD
I am making them sound like UFO's! XD

The long walk back home.

Snow Queen but of course no Hyun Bin or Im Ju Hwan for me.Wishful thinking In that cunning mind of hers
Whoever knows of her motives?
That deceitful eyes she has
No one can tell what hides behind
With a deceptive little mouth
Wonders what she spouts from it?
And one sharp tongue comes with it
Maybe it weaves a web full of lies
Lastly, the heart behind her ribcage
One can only guess how black it is
My poem about what i think of me.
Apparently i still am a possessive person.
Its never easy staying in class when i see them there.
I don't like it especially when they seem to get in arguments.
She cries;her tears fall but my legs don't take me there anymore.
My arms won't reach out to wipe away her tears with the tissues.
I can't engage in the past that seems to fade fast with time.
Rumours continue but i tried countless times denying them.
But how to continue against 37 others who think otherwise.
Even at times my doubts and insecurity takes over rationality.
I think i'm starting the black depression period again.
Kaela,would you welcome me if i wanted to head back to aussie?
And i'm going under Today i just don't feel like going into details of my day.
Afterall it just seems like the same any other day. =/
Only today my mood seems grouchier along with the rain.
Though i would have to say my arteface is finally making progess!
A little hilarious at the amount of mistakes i have though.
Even today drilling wrong holes in my mild steel frame.
But it actually turned out to be a good choice and decision.
A problem turning into a solution instead.funny how that sounds.
Oh wells can't think of what more to say today. sigh.
Why is it that i'm always the one trying but you're not?
Instead i am the one asked to engage in what seems like pointless conversation?
I need a place to shout out my hatred,anger and what seems like tears.
That's if my eyes aren't numb enough yet from previous "sessions". Days passing by have been rather dull recently.
Today though was hilarious when i was on the bus.
Apparently especially when taking punggol plaza shuttle bus.
I had board the bus and it left the place then i panicked.
I realised i couldn't find the bus bell!how to alight?!
I looked high and low and my surroundings from my seat.
Being a little egoistic i didn't want to ask around.
It was only after the guy in the opposite seat stared at me.
Then he calmly pressed a blue button above his head then i knew.
Darn, i bet he could tell i was panicking though i did a poker face.

XD those who watch ccs,doesn't this look like the pudding kero ate!?
sigh,today i died.of a heartbreak.and i don't know why it kills. As the two males in my family yelled out "GOAL!"
Here i am stealthily (or maybe not) using the computer.
And admiring (okay,fine!drooling!)at some pictures.
Since this afternoon in school doing none other than dnt.
It totally bored the shit out of me i can say.
Darn,before i can say anything much about my day here,
My brother just has to step in to use the computer.
Okay then, some picture for others to drool at. =)

I'm exhausted despite not doing much out anyway.
Today kinda dressed like a emo(as cheryl said)person.
Whats with the discrimination against skulls people!?
Does wearing skulls really mean you're emo and into punk?
Anyways,today i think i actually make a great looking guy.
Though obviously i am not!-imagines what toms might say about this-
I made my way to compass reasonably early i guess.
First person i saw was weihang boarding the same bus as me.
Upon reaching compass was wow-ed seeing my classmates.
Some dressed really sexy,some dressed mixed of formal and casual.
Maybe i always get too used to seeing everyone in school uniform.
Only exception for a a few i can think of is not here nor there.
Took train in a huge group with many in the mrt probably staring.
Then reached clarke quay walked all the way to the novotel hotel.
Upped 7th floor and saw mr krishnan,mrs chia and mdm tan there.
Everyone settled down in like different "sections" here and there.
Buffet was pretty good,there was even chocolate fountain! <3
But seemed like we all fulled up fast despite taking small portions.
Afterwards much commotion around with loads of snapping of pictures.
But soon after all of us separated to go our own ways. =( Last saturday after mocks decided to cook up a storm!
Since my lunch was to be settled on my own, i cooked.
So went all the way to punggol plaza to buy ingredients.
Suddenly thought of eating ma po tofu!the urge and desire.
Bought tofu,ready made sauce and minced pork meat.
Then before taking shuttle bus bought strawberry milk tea.
Went home dropped my school stuff and cooked straightaway.
Turned out successful but my bro said the meat little hard.
Chef Levina is successful once more!hurrah! XD but today..
Chef Levina is unfortunately struck with flu and sore throat.
Didn't sleep a wink last night cause my throat was uncomfortable.
Seems like many others in my class have been down with flu.
Today was the day with the most absentees: 7! i wished i turn up.
Sickly as i was, at least i still dragged myself to school.unlike some.
Anyways,pictures of ma po tofu and my new addiction =)

Just an hour ago i was in compass point wandering around.
Earlier then i was with weihang deciding what to buy.
Apparently its my mother's birthday and so is QQ's one too.
He was buying her birthday cake whereas i wondered what to buy.
Then after he bought and left i continued to wander on my own.
Only after 1/2 an hour of long waiting for bus 86 then decided.
Went to rivervale mall's florist and think again for a flower.
I wanted something that would at least last better than a day.
Tulips were striked out.roses too romantic,more for dad to give.
There was one the florist offered but it seemed like some weed.
Then i took to lilies,light pale pink lilies that smells nice.
Then i panicked when i remembered weihang said not to buy lilies.
He said especially white lilies, so mine should be okay right?
Still a little panicky in case mum might think otherwise.
Anyways, happy 19th to QiuQian.p.s i got your age wrong.
But hey, at least i thought you were younger you know.discount!

now i want someone to send me flowers as well! XD
even the barber said as i passed by: "nice flowers!" =)
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