Thursday, August 31, 2006
okay recently was in quite a deep blue funk.
writing loads more poems still quite tragic.
think most poetry inspiration is about love.
lol.anyways today sg idol joakim gomez out.
quite sad but he should be proud of himself.
being in the top 5.left with his best performance.
nearly thought paul was gonna leave instead.
somehow i dont like to see mr twohill cry.
makes you wanna cuddle him and console him
to all wrist slashers. >.> no i dont do that.
but. just trying to understand their feelings.
i freak out just looking at my veins so no wrist slashing for me.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
The fangirls strikes back hard again.though tv hosts and the judges said loads..
the fangirls continues to vote in joakim.
not that i dont like joakim but just that urggh
will singaporeans know that talent is needed.
think taufik.what happened to this year?!
oh well cant say more need to go off now.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Yesterday was in one of my deep blue funks.
Never realised photos actually hurts me.
And fear of losing memories actually scares me.
I was feeling a bit childish and silly too.stupid me.
Now i know.nobody likes showing their weak side.
They say:"What doesn't kills you makes you stronger"
But it seems i'm still never getting over those things.
I said i wanted to be stronger but i only get weaker.
The moment i take those photos out i get depressed.
I want to be able to smile and think back when i see.
But all i always think of is 'will i ever see them again?'
Its as though a thorn imbedded deep in my flesh.
I can't remove it without hurting myself.
Nor can i leave it there still imbedded cause it hurts too.
haiis.yet another friggin' angsty poems.
10/13 poems are unhappy ones.mind my emo-ness.-.-
Sunday, August 13, 2006
although its just a mere coming 2am only.
i am supposed to be sleeping in right now.
and i have to wake up early tomorrow
cause i have darn maths tuition at ade's house
add to the fact my parents will be back too
they went for the sudden "holiday" in malacca
house so eerily silent please.and i'm still alone.
hoping i dont scare the shit outta myself.>.>
beefy and tears today.make no sense here
but it is supposed to not make sense. <.<
weird enough tears seem to butt in with beefy.
haha.butt..bard.hoo.okay i'm being a retard.
consequences of staying up..getting "high"
say say.would someone sing me a lullabye?
Friday, August 11, 2006
i went nutter once again.or so i think.
must learn not to be swayed easily.
but i really missed those times.fondly.
did i mistook those words or what?
maybe i am just down right crazy D;
i read into it too much i guess.beefy T.T
Thursday, August 10, 2006
hurhur.dnt really sucks.i suck at drawing lahs.
today shall be my last day rushing to finish.
yesterday rushed till 6 am haven't finished T.T
hopefully today dont have to drink coffee lol.
just now was at rivervale plaza binding folio.
went with huimin but before that was at cp.
rushed to buy the last of folio paper XDD
then went home then out again to sf's
passed him back the fma movie disc <3 fma!
after binding went punggol jetty for fun.xD
soak my legs in sand and sea water.took pic.
okay won't say much lers.ja ne~
Sunday, August 06, 2006
roar!!!i am so impatient for fma last episode.
trying to wait for youtube's miserable loading.
and having to refresh the page gazillion times.
why does it always screw up at the last moment!?
however i kinda know the ending though ^^;
just only wanna see it not read the summary.
darn.how i wished i discovered jap anime earlier.
considering now aint the time for me to watch
i wished i had started like..way earlier or something.
then i could have watched loads of good ones already.
oh fufu.guess i shall just wait for fiasco exams to end.
Friday, August 04, 2006
Today huimin and i did the darndest thing.XD
We actually went to jalan kayu for roti prata!
Hola~ i absolutely
love the sinful prata ;D
But huimin ate potato thosai though.potato girl.
LOL.But i stick to my loyal little pratas.X3
First we had weird stares since still in uniforms.
However few punggol sec students came in too.
So wasn't that awkward.we also ordered milo.
And it wasn't those ordinary milo.its
dinosaur! XD
Milo Dinosaur! ahh~they give it so generously.
But after eating had to leave the place lers T.T lol
Thursday, August 03, 2006
today clumsiness seeped into me again.
while walking towards the bus, i tripped.
so over the darn drain and onto the gravel.
my poor neighbour looking utterly scared.
and i suffered giggles from this man. T.T
worse was the whole bench of people looked.
great.big embarassment to start my day.
and my ex pe teacher help me with the wounds.
it stung so bad when he poured diluted iodine.
levina is falling down falling down falling down.
levina is falling down,oh clumsy lady~ -.-
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Stupid fooking dnt.honestly.it kills.
Was so freaking happy i finished my product.
But now so depressed my folio is struggling.
Fuu fuu fuu.prelims starts very very soon.
I'm in deep shit. damn it. less comp levina!
-.- okay i update here cause i was doing dnt.
So had a reason.But or else haven't touched.
Okay i should start mugging already.gambatte!
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