wahhh..not again..gd lorx..evry1 all go out leave me alone at home..haix..gd lorx gd lorx..they all outside enjoying i dwn here crying..wahhh..unfair!some stupid countdwn i planned-_-" sobs..only countdwn by myself?this is a start of a bad year..grr..payback time!*sobs harder*
sobs..why do i have to be so unlucky to be in 3b and the form teacher is 1 that i despise?!guess who that lucky teacher is?MR KRISHNAN!!of all teachers!ok lahx..at least better thn having wanwan or mdm yeo or sum thing but thn today go sch really sianx..the fun part abt it is u finally see ur friends..haix.today arhx..krishnan talk alot man!and the whole class like practically sleeping away liaox lorx..haix..1 year of suffering..haix..at least our co form seems to be better..lols..looks kinda gentle..hahax..lets see..got sum newbies frm 3c but i think seems to be mostly guys bahx..muahaha..poor hm..sit nxt to qq and 3 other guys(kor,ben and gaohui)..i think my table seems to be the quietest..lols..since got me evonne,hong wei and ming hao..haix..wad a year!
yahh..tml going back to sch lorx..haixx..sianx..die..have to cut my nails..*sobs* my poor nails..lols..haix..today so sianx..nth much to do at all.at least tml got sum thing to do lahx..even though have to go back..dunno whether tml can wake up or not..since always usually wake up at 2pm like that..lols..muahaha..i gonna try waking up at 7..lols..nth better to do..kekex..i think i stop here ler bahx..buh byex~
yay! sis gonna cook beef wif broccoli and chicken stew and steam fish..wahahax..chicken stew is MINE..lols..hahax..my bro dun wan come back to eat cos he say my sis always cook the time always sure got broccoli..lols..quite true arhx..but thn is becos my mum wan her to cook de..but i wish jie cook her the egg with cheese and bacon..the time mum tried to cook that but not as nice as sis cook de..haix..no choice..go with wad my mum ask sis to cook..wahahax..
yaaa...
*sobs* nv ever cook chicken drumsticks!i hate them!!today me had to cook dinner for my family..grr..cook luncheon meat,cabbage wif shrimps..err..and chicken wif carrot and mushroom soup..hmm..1st i tackle by cutting the carrots..wahahax..had to stop to ask my mum how to cut in wedges-_-"i noe i very stupid..lols..thn 2nd i had to cut the cabbage thn 3rd was to wash the chicken thn cut into 2..i nearly cried there man!the stupid chicken i cut the time still got blood..lols..dunno lahx..stupid chicken make me cry..lols..thn had to go to mall to buy choc milk and button mushrooms..thn reach back home i fry the luncheon meat..thn later dunno wad to do..wanted to call my mum to help but thn see her slp so nice thn dun wan so anyhw fry the cabbage..lols..hey but at least looks gd(my mum said it looks better thn my aunt's..lols)thn oso anyhw cook the soup..lols..but thn last minute wake mum up cos i dunno hw to open the can mushroom..lols..

notice:nv ever cut chicken if u are afraid of blood and why cant sum1 make a better can opener?!
i hate my stupid chinese tution teacher..i hate her i hate her lessons..i hate the price too..stupid rise in the price.i decided that after the 10 lessons i shall not go on any longer.i hate having to ask my mum for the tution fees.i hate the feeling that i am the 1 in the family always having to spend so much on stupid tutions.i hate it.sucks badly.i hate it because even if i took chinese tution it doesnt seem to do me any good.she never does tell us wad will come out most during exams..she juz tells us to learn the words and that's all.
still finding info for the stupid english hw..deciding whether i shld do or not..dun feel like doing but sum how still feel like it is better for me to do..thn i wun feel so guilty..hahax..hur..now trying to find sites where i can get sum compre stuff or wadever that can help my stupid hw..muahahax..no choice..if i cant find thn i think probably heck care ler lahx..thn find der dao thn yi hou cai shuo..lols..kekex..go back to finding... ...
lols..today went to uncle's condo for a swim with my cousins..celest and vivian(those 2 my cousins too!) didnt come thou..the moment i reached i was stopped by the security guard thn had to fill in the form..lols..i so stupid..i forgotten my uncle's house door no.!!i put wrong no. but the security guard still let me in..anyway..went to his house thn found out my cousins already dwnstairs so i made my way there and saw them swimming.grr..i didnt noe i was so popular..lols..the moment they see me they dragged me dwn(pushed more like) the freezing waters..grr..and they clung to me like magnet!they forced me to piggyback ride them..more like strangle..imagine 3 little monkeys on ur back and imagine their weight!wahh..almost died until luckily bryan managed to get them off me..muahaha..so bryan became my 1st bodyguard..thn he recruited brenda into becoming my 2nd bodyguard!lols..while me the princess swimed around freely..without the 2 'J'(since their names start wif j) double troublemakers..we swim for a while thn those 2 j kidnappers went off to the steam room(sauna) thn we 3 swim ourselves until we went back to the house and bathe.thn my bodyguards wen on leave..hahax..thn anyway i ate my dinner there and thn went for tution lerx.lols..good horx?got 2 bodyguards.=p
harLoOeS~
juz woke up juz now..ya..i noe..lazy me..hur..i wonder whether today can go uncle's house to swim lehx?no one told me anything YET..hmmx..i wan to go swimming..err..even though i dunno how to swim lahx..lols..but juz for fun do sum thing instead of always staying at home doing nth rite?lucky bro..he went out for his soccer trail thngy..so long since i touched a soccer ball which was..let's see..2 or 3 yrs ago?playing soccer for the girl's team tat time in aust.muahahx..now forget everything ler..lols..hahax..ytd mum got shocked..i told her kae turned to gothic..u noe..black clothes and stuff..lols..and she was like..orr..the ang moh ah lian..lols..hey but i think it pretty cool u noe..her whole wardrobe's black..clothes all black..my mum would NEVER ever let me have it tat way..lols..kekex..nth to do ler lahx..sianx..go off for now... ...
harLoOes~
urghh..another day of no home cooked food..had to go out to eat dinner again..everywhere the food all like the same de..so sian of it liao lehx..grr..but anyway...today went to tampines to eat with my family except my sis lahx..thn my brother saw joshua ang!*sobs* i never get to see him face to face!lols..hahax..oh well..who cares!?then later we all went to TM(tampines mall)suppose to find the DIY shop..dad gonna fix sum platform thingy for 1 of the air con to make it portable..but no DIY shop so tml they go CP instead..sianx..9:30 we all went dwn to basement to have a drink(not to mention a few laughs) at orange julius..thn 10 sum thing thn went home..still laughing..at my dad..lols..we teased dad..my dad in his younger days kept on having accidents..tripping here and there..1 chicken chased him..dog bit him..fell off bicycle and motorcycle lahx..wah..that's my dad for u..lols.kekex..i think i stop here lerx..dun wanna bore u..hehe..tml going swimming with..my cousins..-_-..duh..who else?gonna see those perverted ppl again... ...
MERRY X'MAS!!
rofl..hellox..now watching show..comedy abt the meteor garden while using comp..lols..i luff until stomach pain liaox..aww..zaizai so kawaii..i wanna pnch his cheeks!lols..but too tall liao and impossible..aww..i have soft spot for shuai guys..lols..yay! today christmas day but too bad family dun celebrate x'mas de..no presents for me either..:(hehe..fridge got vodka!oOo..got strawberry and sum thing else..grr..my parents shldnt leave me at home with sum lovebirds..i feel..DIAN DENG PAO!!SAVE ME SUM1!!
haix..
dunno why today so darn emotional..oh well..today whole day..whole family cleaning up the store room..so boring..ytd borrow books to read..today read finish liao..hehehx..tat's why so bored..
deep bruise in my heart..tries to get on with life but knowing u cant since all these memories of the past pulls u back and hold u dwn..u wished for a miracle..a miracle to go back there again but some how u noe it is impossible..u wish..u hope to go there again but it always never happens..how long until i can finally go back and see them... ...

just lose it!!
lols..sorry..juz a song by eminem..got addicted to it..lols..i watched the video but warning!the video is a bit disgusting lahx..expected 1..eminem's video so gao xiao..michael jackson in there..hahax..sianx lehx..whole day so boring..half finish my chinese hw but havent finish tat english 1..so sucks..i think i gonna struggle with the hw arhx..i too lazy to do lehx..haix..sianx..sch gonna reopen soon..but at least can see the new 3b..wonder who are the newbies?hmmx..okay bahx..i stop here ler lahx..nth to do again.
yay! tml is christmas eve!but my family dun celebrate so no use lahx..:(
gahh!
i got backsore!lols..i am back frm genting!and ytd's bus ride was really bumpy and shaky..sitting in the seat for sooo long until now still got backsore..tired sia..ytd come back quite late..reach home straightaway drop dead and slept until this afternoon..heex..woah..go genting arhx.stayed at 1st world hotel..the reception so sucks..queue like siao lahx..when finally got the keys thn go to the room..wah..the toilet and bathrm darn small man..i still wonder how i manange..lols..but thn colmar village the resort is so different..so relaxing boy..wah..i so in lurrve wif it!lols..thn we went to jap. garden..so sucks de..every little thing have to pay liao..the moment we went there..we stop for 10 mins thn go back to resort liaox..hahax..but too bad nv go to rabbit garden..cos it was drizzling..*sobs* my rabbits..lols..anyway..nice trip..away frm stress... ...
yay!
tml morning going to genting lerx!with parents and my sis i think..too bad bro cannot go lahx..at 1st he can de but thn mum find out his passport..checked it thn say he cannot go..4 mnths till expire..tat's why..humpf!~i wish whole family can go lehx..thn like family like tat mahx..aww..haix..sianx..nth much to do again..i am still addicted to anime pics..lols..darn..cant stop this addiction..but really lahx..so kawaii..those bishoujo pics..hehex..anyway..juz now juz came back frm mattar road the "no signboard" seafood..mm..nice..pepper crab again..went there to celebrate bro b'day..he 19 liao lorx..my reg. no. lols..but he no gd de..nv eat the crab..hahax..thn like tat jiu come home liaox..sianx bo?i think he later go celebrate wif friends bahx..lucky him..how many more years to wait until i 19?!
yay!
my sis is back..finally 1 whole family again..but thn 2 more days thn have to leave to go genting lerx..and my sis nt coming:(..hehe..sis come ack and my mum said she is still the same..lols..i guess leopards never changes their spots hur?sis had 3 luggages?!3 for 1 person!!lols..and she even bought millions of things..okay..dun exaggerate..at least more than 20 probably?lols..sis is still the same!dun think she changed 1 bit though..lols..she's back but yet she is out right now..she said she went to eat..when there is home cooked food at home..can see she clearly doesnt miss home cook food huh?hahax..oh well..glad tat she's back and luckily not sick or anything... ...
happy b'day to my brother!!19 yrs old liao hur~lucky him!:( how many more years to go for me!?

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awoken, 5:29 PM, 0 comments

hehe..
u wouldnt believe i woke up at 5:20..lols..cos ytd again slpt at 6:00..actually not really went to bed lahx..juz off the comp at 6 then waited for bro to go to work at 7 am then i slpt..ya..10 hrs of piggy slp for me..die arhx..tonite sure cannot slp de..stay up late in the nite again..hahax..stupid..now alone at home..dunno where every1 go man..so sucks..never tell me where they go jiu leave me at home liaox..ying liao lorx..go havoc again..:( kkex..nth much more to say ler lahx..
wOoTs~ kor and s----- hehe..u noe it..^^

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

extreme tiredness, 1:25 PM, 0 comments

zZzZ...
woah..i feel so sore all over and so tired..okay..i come to blog first before going out later with xiao wen to go cp and buy dumb chinese assessment bks..ya..i tot my mum would say no more tution..haix..but still..have to continue..woah..today damn damn tired..ytd 10:30pm fell asleep thn woke up at 2:30 then used comp until 6 i off the comp then go back to bed but nv sleep.then 6 sum thing like tat decided to go kitchen and get myself a drink in the dark..lols..thn my dad woke up and on the lights!BUSTED! hehe..but good thing he nv said anything..so i drink my drink in the bedrm and wait for my bro and dad to go off then...use comp!until 9 sum thing then i stop and finally GO TO SLEEP! then 12 sum thing woke up..ya..mum yelled for me to wake up..grr..too tired ler..whole body aching..hahax..bb..nth more to say... ...

Monday, December 13, 2004

WACHOO, 5:04 PM, 0 comments

when will my flu ever cure?!
grr..my damn flu will never seem to cure!!sianx..today still got chinese tution..but i hope mum say i dun have to go..hehex..cos the stupid woman's price go up again..dun feel like going man..dunno lahx..juz dun feel like spending so much on tat chinese tution if my chinese never really improved anyway..grr..stupid flu... ...
think i gonna die soon becos of this flu!

nite headaches, 3:49 AM, 0 comments

sianx..
now 3:44 and i haven slp..yeah..i noe..naughty naughty..ytd already 6:40 sum thing still haven slp..too immersed in love stories..lols..but 6:40 went to lie in bed but sum hw still cannt slp..i think i only feel aslp at 7am..hahax..by force..thn my tat stupid flu still haven cure!><" hehex..me find out my parents and my bro going to genting for a few days..aww..my sis lucky lahx..get to stay at home by herself..hmmx..but i still wished she is going with us though..thn like complete family mahx..if nt she alone at home..:( oh well..yeah..going to rabbit garden..aww..cant wait to cuddle cute rabbits..but my pa so er xin..say wad..catch the rabbit thn cook rabbit stew..poor rabbits..my pa like tat muz nt let him see rabbits ar!monster!lols..kekex..think i stop here ler lahx..cant think of anything to write..

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Grrrr...., 4:17 PM, 0 comments

nw eating my breakfast cum lunch..hahax..i noe..wake up soooo late arhx..cos ytd slept at 4:00am..heex..then woke up at 6 like tat cos gt stupid running nose..and flu tat wun cure and until nw still have..rrr..then went back to slp again then woke up at 3 sum thing by 1 stupid phone call survey thingy asking whether any males in our house aged between 18-35..i think she trying to date my kor lehx..lols..no lahx..dunno why she ask for anyway..woke up nobody except me at home!qi si wo le!!!everyone go havoc then leave me at home!*sobs* me so lonely..lols..kekex..nth much more to say liao lahx..buhbyes..p.s havent gt used to my short hair..-_-

Friday, December 10, 2004

haircut, 7:17 PM, 0 comments

heex
me got a haircut already!i actually wanted to leave it until new year then cut de but oh well..cut now since i am tired of my darn long hair..sniffs* but then still sad la..have to part with my dear long hair..lols..went to mall de QB house..again..the same woman who cut my hair..lols..vicky ling or sum thing..sianx..me juz came back from fetching mum to her wrkplace..before that we were at punggol plaza for dinner..blehx..full now sia..haix..so sianx..okiex bahx..feeling very sleepy lerx..i think later go slp liaox..hahax..but WILL wake at 11pm for sure..i will nv miss watching tat anime ok..esp inuyasha..hehex..since miroku is in the grp ler..so cute nehx miroku but he ish a perv and a lecher..hahax... ...

Thursday, December 09, 2004

prawns are disgusting!!, 4:13 PM, 0 comments

heyy
peeling prawn's shell juz nw..eeww..nw i smell of raw prawns!!so er xin..this is cooking lesson no.3 i think..lol..later i am gonna stuff myself with the prawns..cos i peeled them and i am gonna cook them so its my hard work..lol..damn those yuckky prawns oozing out yucky substance..eeks..no wonder my bro doesnt really like peeling prawns..hehex..neither do i know..i am turned off by prawns!!

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

bored, 5:57 PM, 0 comments

heyy
still as bored..hmmx..parents planning on 19 going to genting or sum where else..wait until sis come back from yunnan on 17 thn prepare to go..i hope it is genting!lol..so wu liao mahx..stay at home..as long as we come back by wed..lol..cos i dun wanna miss my inuyasha anime!lolx..me gone butx already bahx..lol..kekex..nth much more to say lerx..buhbyexx..

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

breakaway, 4:43 PM, 0 comments

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But, when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

[chorus] I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away

[chorus] I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away

[chorus 2] I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget of the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Breakaway Breakaway

i hate u, 4:21 PM, 0 comments

haizx..
why are some things so hard to forget?!sigh..this is gonna be so hard..everytime tat idiot signs in u can't seem to forget.feel like tearing up tat stupid darn diary i wrote abt tat idiot.burn up those photos andwished i never knew that idiot.wished tat idiot wasnt staying where i take a bus and might see tat idiot get on the bus.how i hate it.wished tat idiot wasnt in the same sch either.i hate u.i hate myself for wasting so much damn time waiting.thinking.ha!nw i will pretend i nv knew u and get on wif my damn blardy sucking life.

Saturday, December 04, 2004

in pain, 3:16 PM, 0 comments

urghh..
having stomach pain..muz be becos ytd nv eat at all..breakfast..lunch and dinner..only ate popcorn and drinks ytd when go to watch show..thn at home ate biscuits..urghh..or maybe its sum thing else..sigh..so boring..later muz go to my uncle's house to visit grandma..when she doesnt even rmb me liao..hurr..maybe i wan to excuse myself thn go to taka..lol..since bro working there..thn i ownself walk around shop shop la..until bro finish wrking thn parents will come and fetch us..humpf! i am still fuming thou..stupid idiot called me dear again..><" muz make clear AGAIN!

Friday, December 03, 2004

christmas with the kranks, 6:49 PM, 0 comments

hey!
juz came back not long ago frm orchard cineleisure watching "Christmas with the kranks" with zach and huimin..we meet at cp outside 7/11 at 1pm..lol..dunnno wad to say..see zach liao..luff like siao ting tong..hahazx..weird..probably not used to seeing him wear like tat bahzx..too used to seeing him wear sch uniform..lolzx..anyway we went to orchard cineleisure thn bought tickets thn kater walked around..but a bit awkward lahzx..we 2 girls..thn both of them no fun de..go shops look here and there thn nth much liao..hahazx..thn i look at clothes both dun dare follow me..haizx..actually wanted to buy some clothes but thn no mood lerzx..so we 3 so silent..dunno wad exactly to say..actually more like wad to say to zach..anyway..watched the movie was fun..laughed a lot..lol..but i dun think it was tat great la..juz a little touching.

tired but cant slp, 7:37 AM, 0 comments

urghh..
it's 7:33 and i juz woke up juz nw nia..dunno why today cannot slp properly..keep on getting tat damn flu...muz be stupid fan hai si wo de..wakau..late in the night suddenly running nose..take so many tissue thn still run..finally slp liao thn like no more..hahazx..stupid nose..stupid darn flu that juz wun cure!haizx..today going out wif zach and huimin to watch christmas wif the kranks..hahazx..dunno lehzx..i feel like watching shutter..hehe..but still scared..later all my photos all come out dunno wad..lol..haiz..okiezx bahzx..i try and go back to slp..lol..

Thursday, December 02, 2004

yet another cooking lesson, 5:43 PM, 0 comments

hey!
another cooking lesson..hahazx..today's rice i cook was juz rite!mm..thn i fried the fish today..yum..fish coated wif the flour thingy?haha..1st time my dinner tasted so good..oops..shld be 2nd time ler horzx..wonder whether tml got another lesson or not..lol..but thn when frying the fish tat stupid oil gt into my eyes..nearly cried there and then..hahazx..but muz ren!okiezx..i stop here liaoxz..bubyezx...

hey sis..wondering if u are alright there?miss u loads..juz isn't right to have 4 ppl in the house only la..

taufik batisah, 2:48 PM, 0 comments

heh!
taufik batisah won..no surprises but a little bit disappointing bahzx..but oh well..i was expecting taufik batisah to win de..oh well..taufik oso quite cute de..hahazx..even thou i am a fan of sly..taufik is cute thn sly is..mm..got x-factor and cute smile..hahazx..yeah..1st ever singapore idol..hope they both do well..^^

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

i cooked dinner?!, 4:51 PM, 0 comments

hehe
this is the 1st time i ever cooked dinner with the help of my mum..and the last..lol..no lah..it was fun la..help wash rice..cook rice but again water too little..last time was water too much..thn cut cai dou..dunno how to say in english leh..lol..thn i cut too little..little as in for 1 person to eat only when there are 4 ppl eating dinner..haha..thn soup oso too little..cook for 1 person only again..haha..i cook for myself only..hahazx..thn oso the cai dou with egg..thn later wash up thn fry the black bean chicken..suppose to use black bean paste but thn the paste expired liao..so use oyster sauce and black pepper..mm..yum..hehe..aftertat thn clean up kitchen..wah..dinner tastes good today..cause i cook 1 mah!(okay la..not really i cook lah..mostly is my mum hor..hahazx..) of course taste good lah!okiezx..stop here... ...
thankies mum..love u always..i will try and be good cook..lol..even if i suck at it or always take damn long like aunt may..wahahaha..

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