haizx..
i am bored..so bored..thinking abt the stupid job i might be taking up during the holidays with hm..sianzx..both my parents suggested fast food restaurants!! but that is impossible..look at me..so fan ying chi dun lorzx..how to? haizx..so right now still looking..if dun have thn i dun care i wan to go volunteer for SPCA..hahazx..cute doggies and kitties..aww..haizx..today arhzx..whole day watch vcds and do nth..holidays are so boring really..kkzx..i go off and try and dwnload the adobe photoshop... ...
hola..lolzx
sianzx..today woke up abt 12 sum thing thn so wu liaozx lerzx..if like tat wu liaozx..imagine holidays arhzx..sianzxx..anyway..today laopa come home thn we together go to sch to meet mdm tan ><"..1st thing reach sch see the "gay" boy..issac ><"..anyway..mdm tan say overall my results quite okay..thn shld be able to get my choice of class..thn she say my lit fail but actually she see wrong!!i failed my hist instead..lol..thn after tat 6 sum thing meet hm thn go cp eat dinner thn we wu liao 7pm like tat go punggol end actually to touch the water but end up too scared to cos so dark..hahazx..thn went home aftertat..watch S.I..phew..good thing sly wasn't out..thn at 9 watched the champion... ...
boring boring day..my life is so boring
argh!!
i am officially broke..lolzx..nono..i am ALWAYS broke..so its still the same..humpf..so bored..juz finished watching ren wo ao you aka the champion..nice nice..hahazx..poor kaixin..hahazx..wa seh..today go to sch..as usual..so boring lehzx..always in the hall thn today very wu liaoz..go hall juz to practice singing our sch song..><" so embarassing..anyway after sch go cp as usual wif hm..buy LIME mag..i buy cos gt sylvester and toro inside..hahazx..buy the mag juz becos of this only..kkzx..nth to do..go back to playing games lerzx..bubyezx..
heezx..
now got chance to use the comp lerzx..woah..today my leg cramp ler lahzx..sucks..whole day spend our time in the hall lehzx..sit until leg suan and sore lerzx..thn today veri er xin lehzx..watch sum er xin movie though it taught us a lesson but still tragic and sad..haizx..okok..dun say more..too sianzx to type liaozx..
heyy`
listening to toro's song - bao feng yu..hahazx..he's got a smooth voice..hahazx..haizx..bored..last day to decide which subject combo i am gonna take..i know i am NOT taking A maths lerzx..i look at my cousin and see her struggling wif A maths i rather try accounts better..thn left to decide whether i shld take d&t,art or food&nutrituion..art is out..art last choice..me no talent fer art..d&t me dun understand so...probably going fer f&n bahzx..haizxx..kekezx..go off here lerzx lahzxx..bubyexz..

why can't i just forget u when i said i would..it's so hard to forget u..u are always on my mind..should i just wait for u or should i give u up and walk away from this misery..it hurts badly and deeply..do u not know?
oOo..
i wonder y are there so many ppl upset abt the rumour abt maia and sylvester..i've gotten over it..hahazx..they shld jolly well know that glenn ong is such a blabbermouth and wadever he said might not be true..but guess it still sucks cos maia was known to be engaged to another person and here she was flirting wif sLY..hahazx..soon i am going to be sent to IMH already bahz..whole day have been looking at SLY's photos..hahazx..seriously..i ought to go for brainwashing..right now only have SLY in mind... ...

why is every1 so blinded by lurve?!
sigh..
i feel suicidal..depressed..in a deep blue funk..this sucks..stuck at home again..nth to do..bored to death..gonna rot at home..haizx..juz nw called hm and she was out in orchard..lucky gal..haizxx..sucks..dun wanna say more..feeling more and more depressed..i think i'll go cry myself to sleep... ...

i hate my self..i hate everyone..they all have freedom..i dun..they dun see wad i see...they dun feel wad i feel..i feel suffocated..i feel caged up..i look out frm my window..i see the bars..i feel like i am in prison..i am locked inside a world of darkness and i can't get out..even if i do..i dunno where to go..for i have been locked inside a world of darkness too long until i dunno wad is light..i feel envious..i feel everything they dun..they dun understand me..everywhere is see is darkness..i hate myself..i hate everyone..i feel lonely..i probably juz sucks..
haha...
today arhzx..quite a good but still damn boring day lehzx..today after sch, hm and i walked in the small drizzle..sucks lehzx..when we reach the traffic light,stupid cyc and my kor behind us..so embarassing lehzx..hahazx..si kor..go and kick water onto my skirt..thn anyway m was supposed to give hm sum thing today but heng nv..made us so relieved..anyway i think pm siao 1 lahzx..i had th urge to go and call the mental hospital hotline u noe..he nuts nuts!!!hahazx..yeah..today got singapore idol ..MUZ SUPPORT SYLVESTER LEHZX!!although i cannot lahzx..but still...hahzx..then today oso got the champions..i gonna go crazy man..yuwu's body is to die for!!woah..look at his abs..hahazx..thn toro so ke ai..hahazx..after s.i watch the champions..i zhuan dao ler lahzx..hahahzx...kkzx..stop here lorzx..bubyezxx..

SLY havent add me yet =(

am i going to have to wait for u forever....until u make me give up..
hey hey...
haizx yo...today nv go to sch cos i woke up late..hahazx..dad woke me up but thn i saw the time so late lerzx so decided to stay at home lorzx..hahazx..yea..right now got the whole comp to myself..=p..cos my brother and sister are at sch bahzx..so get to use internet..anyway..feeling so happy..cos i found out..sly's friendster..hehezx..so add him..but juz hoping he can add me but i noe have to wait long long cos i am sure got a lot of ppl add him too..thn he got so many messenges..lolzx..thn also i wen to singapore idol's offical website to see get a lot of sly's pics..lolzx..hmmzx..rite now trying to flood sum 1's conversation in msn..lolzx..kekezx..now seeing 2 ppl plating wei qi..
heyy`
poor hm today stomach cramps..cramp until she cried..haizx..dunno how to make her pain go away lahzx..me so useless..hahazx..only noe hw to slp..today dunno why sho tired lehzx..try to slp but cannot..reach home sho tired oso still cannot slp..thn 7 pm got tution..exams over still got tution..haizx..toking abt exams..feel like crying lerzx lahzx..failed history and art..the others are average..haizx..1st time i failed..haizxx...in a deep blue funk..haizxx...bad arhzx bad arhzx...my results have dropped badly..nono..terribly... ...
rain rain...
heehee..nw prepared to go out lerzx..juz waiting fer my kor only bahzx..sianzx day..nth much to do..juz read comics..lay dwn on my bed and look at my diaries and i juz can't believe wad i see!! mushy stuff written in there when i was young..eeks..even dumb stuff about my bear..eww...hahazx..this is my childhood...unbelievable..lolzx..kekezx...gotta go lerzx..bubuyezx

i decided to forget u..FORGET!!
let me ask u..wad would u do if u were shtuck at home like me now?
urgh~ i am dying of boredom...lucky i am going back to school on monday or else i would die at home rotting...hahazx..juz 1 more day to tolerate the boredom..haizx..my days are sho shitty..imagine if my holidays are juz as boring as these..i tell u..i think i will need to be sent to IMH..i juz hope during holidays can go out wif hm they all..thn stay cooped up at home doing nth but eat slp shit..haizxx..argh..troy vcd out lerzx..finally but still no $$ to buy..hahazx..thn sum more to add to my fury..jay chou's common orange jasmine the vcd also out..urgh..sucks badly..ok lahzx..i stop my whining and go play sum games=p
damn..
how i hate the stupid movie advertisement for the show "the grudge"..i hate the part where the young boy goes:"meow" yeesh...sum times i got the urge to watch scary movies but dun have the guts to..or either i am scared halfway through the movie i will faint or get heart attack...lolzx..i noe it sounds silly lahzx..lolzx...yea..today watch singapore idol..sly almost got out..but luckily still safe..the one that got out was jerry...yea...he sucked..his performance was BAD...lolzx..kekezx...gotta go lerzx..bubyezx

hey!!
where did my 100th post fly to?! stupid!hahazx..lolzx..sorry..bit crazy here..yay!!tml last exam..phew..but still worried abt my grades..i think they dropped until very badly..hahazx..and i still got the guts to luff..no lahzx..haizx..phew..anyway today raffi told me i passed my 1st paper..phew..lucky lucky 1 bahzx..got 37.5 out of 50..wah lau..half more mark t 38 lehzx!!so heart pain..hahazx..hmmz..thn sum more today's paper come out veri difficult lehzx! gt so many difficult 1s..haizx..anyway..today after sch,the gate wasn't opened..u shld have seen man..so many ppl climbing fence..even girls..yes..GIRLs..hahazx..i gt the urge to climb but thn nv wear short underneath my skirt so cannot...or else i am exposed!!anyway..i saw spikey climb up the fence!!woah..i cannot believe it..he took like 3 or 4 seconds to juz get over only...woah..he gd he gd..so fast climb over!!hahazx..kekezx...i go now and find a new blogskin..^^
boohoohoo...
right nw online and there is not a single person online at all!!where did everyo- oops..sry..finally got person come in lerzx..vala only but i still appear offline..yea..hm online too...phew..not alone after all..lolzx..sianzx..i go back to either tok to them or find blogskins bahzx..bubyezx
hahazx..
finally get to go online after so long worZx..yea..this is da 100th blog..finally made it..lolzx...sianzx..right nw other thn bloggin is runnin to parent's room to watch singapore idol..muahahazx..i support sylvester sim..rocks eh he..lolzx..sho handsome and nice voice...ahh...come back again..chris and david and either 1 will go out..guess it's chris..his performance on rock n roll sucked..hahazx..kekezx..i go back and watch lerzx..

spike pls dun avoid moii..T_T

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